Male , 26-30
Feeling depressed
i start a job in a couple of days i dont want a job!im so fucking anti social and weird im gonna be such a nervous wreck doing this shit!!!!

26 black hair blue eyes height 5'7 live in massapequa yahoo messenger is BRIZZEL2012

Last Seen Apr 17
Member Since Jan 13, 2013
Favorite Quote this too shall pass
  • 100% American
Vices mountain dew code red, nine inch nails, sla<x>yer, thick girls(not obese)nice people
Special day
Books dont really like books
Music sla<x>yer, nine inch nails, wu-tang, jay-z, nas
Movies dog day afternoon, casino, goodfellas, scarface, the godfather
Local Time July 23rd, 8:46 PM

I All Other Music I Like

pantera, rage against the machine, slipknot, nine inch nails, iron maiden, megadeth, system of a down, daft punk, staind, prodigy, tool, a perfect circle, limp bizkit, korn, green day, slayer... [more]
bv1986 has shared 360 Mature Experiences
  • I Battle Depression

    Depression:The Misunderstood Illness uhhhhhhhh i dont really have a story haha but ill try im 26 and i feel like im 90 i feel like ive lived too long up until the fall of 2002 i was pretty happy and social and was picked on quite a bit i… [more]
  • I Have a Yahoo Account

    Whats Up my names brian im 26 blue eyes black hair my height is 5'7 bla bla bla i could really use a friend so FEMALES if you like what you see my yahoo is BRIZZEL2012 feel free to add me i have cam(not saying… [more]
  • I Am Obsessed With Columbine

    Hi im not obsessed with it cause i think killing is cool but so many people do feel this way they really really didnt wanna just grow old and work a 9-5 and stuff like that and they hated everyone so thi… [more]
  • I Love My Mom

    Mama id probably never tell her cause im too stuck but she shows unconditional love only cares about her family and loved ones thats all she lives for shes probably the greatest human being on the planet b… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    should i be sorry?
    should i be sorry for being socially anxious and quiet and not talking alot why does it have to be im a f ucking alien or from another planet just cause im a quiet guy whats the big friggin deal i feel like i look foward to new video games and music and movies coming out then i do future social interactions with other human beings i prefer children(in a friendly way) and animals and least they cant judge me all the time i love my nephew but jesus most of the time i feel like im not blowing my brains out from suffering cause of him so he doesent grow up without an uncle whats so great about talking anyway?most of the time its the same crap how was your day today oh  how have you been what did… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    i just dont care anymore
    i think life is ultra silly and extremely unfair i think most of the people that mean alot to you in life abandon you in some way and the people you could care a less if they stick around are always around one should no be this depressed and sad at only 26 but i am i feel like sometimes ive lived too much life and i should simply end it but im not going to  things often dont get better they get worse and relationships with girls that meant alot to me are over people say get over it move on move on?these people meant alot to me!i dont know how people who have worries and problems go about their day with a smile on their face like everythings great ive never seen so many fake people and so man… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    another poem
    how can i look foward to the future when im so haunted by  the past all i have is the present and i dont know how long it will last no one cares even if it seems they do when it comes down to it at the end of the day all you have is you i feel were all alone in one way or another but being alone only makes it tougher having barely any friends isnt an easy thing to deal with i dont care anyway though most people are bullsh it i can look in someones eyes and tell if theyre fake you give to people and all they do is take i dont know if theres a god or  not i dont see any proof people make me sick with all this religion s hit they cant face the truth that maybe there isnt a god or a jesus or a h… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    well not everyone i like my cat and nephew but everyone else can go fu ck themselves im sorry it just seems like these days no one knows how to be nice anymore it really seems like everyone is just out for themselves and being nice and respectul comes second or last i barely have any friends and i dont care people are backstabbers and mean pieces of s hit the few people in this life that prove me wrong is very surprising im not a very happy person and i just dont see how people can walk around every day and be happy as a clam im not saying never be happy be happy thats fine but once and a while show you have some emotion and be in a terrible mood tell someone to f uck themself drink a six pa… [more]