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Hey, i am Caitlin, i am 14, i am pretty outgoing and a happy person,i wish i could say that, but that is what you would see me like if you knew me but anyways hi i am Caitlin i am 14 years old and i stuggle with self harm, abuse, and bulling day in and day out

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I Am Under 18

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    Self-punishment
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