You don't want to know.

Last Seen Jul 7, 2013
Member Since Jul 27, 2009
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Horoscope Capricorn
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Books Thrillers (legal, horror), Philosophical satires
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Local Time April 27th, 3:58 PM

I Like Being Alone But Hate Being Lonely

Irony  I find the solace on the moment of being alone. That when I close my eyes I felt like drifting away from this place I forget... [more]
CallmeCamille has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Am In Love But We Can't Be Together

    Finally, I got the courage to admit these :  We can't be together       and that I am in love. Because one sacrifice for the sake of  love ,I strugg… [more]
  • I Wish I Had Wings to Fly High and Far

    Up Above The Messy World Down There If I had wings to fly high and far. I'll fly away from where I am. I'll fly above the clouds among the birds, underneath the golden beam. Being free, careless, naturally doing what I really please.… [more]
  • I Like to Draw

    Something I Can't Help Myself Doing I started drawing when I was one year old i guess. I would grab a crayon or anything that can write of and use my body, my crib and the wall as my canvass. Well my parents thought it was normal for… [more]
  • I Need Coffee

    Wakey Wakey Me Office a bit boring. You are alone in your desk with piles of papers on top of it, and your white screens display¬† the same numbers over and over again. I should be doing that, but... but... se… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Wishes my love is here.
    Wish he is here with me and everything will just be easy. I hope he's all well and happy. I miss you. Please hold on. We are having our rough times in our life but I'm still here hanging on for oyu… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I miss my EP Friends
    It's been a while since I've been around and I miss my friends here. I remember the times I was alone and down and they were there when I needed someone to listen.  They shed me light on my darkness and gave my compassion when I had nothing else left but negative feeling. I am thankful for being part of my life and for who I am right now.Two years ago I looked back we were strangers, now they are my life, a part  of me.I'm happy to see them see each other ( I'm a bit jealous) to prove real relationship exist we want to. Some fell in love, stay in love, got married, etc.Life keeps moving forward without our notice. Nothing indeed is permanent and even the darkest of the day.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I can get an idea of who they are, what they like based on their experiences. However I'm thinking it could be possible that some members intentionally add those experience to create a impression to others. I may never know, myself adds them… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    my ear is aching
    It maybe because the dead unknown insect is still in my ear. Since its late night. i have to wait for tomorrow to rush to the doctor.… [more]
  • Excerpts from the journal

    Posted on: September 1st, 2009 at 9:24AM

    There is nothing in this world that she dearly wishes for rather than to take her as whom she is, she was and who she could be. The flaws and dirt she is and never could be molded to be other people's gratification. One day, all will be understand that a person is not made of what she's lacking but it is of the worth she is despite the misjudgments and prejudices. … [more]


  • I can song

    Posted on: March 4th, 2011 at 10:15PM

    I CANI can live, I can loveI can reach the heavens aboveI can right what is wrongI can sing just any songI can dance, I can flyAnd touch the rainbow in the skyI can be your good friendI can love you until the endWhat took you so long to make me seeHow lucky I am cause I am freeFree to do the things I wanna doWhat took you so long to make me feelHow could it be look so realWhat took you so long to let me know[ Lyrics from: ]That I can live, I can loveI can reach the heavens aboveI can right what is wrongI can sing just any songI can dance, I can flyAnd touch the rainbow in the skyI can be your good friendI can love you until the endWhat… [more]


  • Song that I love someone to sing to me...

    Posted on: September 14th, 2009 at 11:39PM

    This maybe not everyone's tune but the song is great especially when heard while reading.. YOU'LL BE SAFE HERE Nobody knows Just why we're here Could it be fate Or random circumstance At the right place At the right time Two roads intertwine And if the universe conspired To meld our lives To make us Fuel and fire Then know Where ever you will be So too shall I be Chorus: Close your eyes Dry your tears 'Coz when nothing seems clear You'll be safe here From the sheer weight Of your doubts and fears Weary heart You'll be safe here Remember how we laughed Until we cried At the most stupid things Like we were so high But love was all that we were … [more]


  • An old confession 10.20.2009

    Posted on: January 23rd, 2011 at 8:32AM

    How can I comfort somebody if I need comforting? How can put up my happy mask if tears will only reveal them? Can I still fake how I feel? If I will tell them what was going on, will they ever understand or I shall be treated only worst and people are just right that I am hopeless and useless? They may run away from me, because I am not who they think I am. I'm depressed, hated, loser... I am NEGATIVITY they don't want to be with. Where shall I go? Because now I needed a friend.   … [more]