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Female , 16-17

Describe myself?
The somewhat depressing, morbid, yet hope seeking words that flood my mind about myself...

are simply to complicated for you to understand.

Last Seen Feb 25
Member Since Mar 24, 2011
Favorite Quote Sometimes you have to lose your mind before you can come to your senses
Heritage
  • a little African American
  • and a little Indian
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Politics
Horoscope Libra
Special day 7-28
Books Crank
Music pop-punk,alternative, indie rock, rock, post-hardcore, pop, rap, country, Everything
Movies Speak
Local Time April 16th, 1:58 AM
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CapnKiwiAttacks has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • The Answers Are In The Thoughts

    Posted on: November 21st, 2012 at 10:41PM

    Sometimes I want to die. I'm not actively suicidal, but if something bad happened to me, I dont think i'd be to upset about it. Just imagine me crossing the street. A car coming straight at me. I'm not sure i would want to move out of the way. I may want it to just hit me. I know i don't have the courage to do it myself (ya know...Suicide.), but if i had the opportunity to die without convincing myself that i need to pull the trigger or cut a little deeper or tie a good not and hang; Die without the effort of doing it myself. I may just take the opportunity and finally rest. Be at peace with myself. No second guessing or being taunted by those who claim to be my family. No yelling, screaming… [more]

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