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Female , 18-21
IL USA

Im 18 years old and I have a mind racing with thoughts, emotions, memories, opinions, stories, experiences, and so much more. Theres more to me.. than just me. Im outgoing, kind, funny, spontaneous, and at the same time, Im shy, serious, responsible, and somewhat predictable. What can I say.. Im a Gemini, sign of the twins!

Last Seen Jan 14, 2013
Member Since Oct 08, 2012
Favorite Quote Every saint has a past, Every sinner has a future
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  • a little American
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Horoscope Gemini
Special day
Books Fifty Shades of Grey
Music All of it (:
Movies Twilight
Local Time April 18th, 4:50 PM
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I Have Weird Dreams a Lot

Dreams That I Shouldn't Dream I'm having the time of my life! I'm in the car with all these people that I don't know, but their my friends.. Were singing to the songs on the radio, smoking cigarettes, and being loud and obnoxious... [more]
Caroline9205 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to Share 100 Things About Me

    100 Things About Caroline 1. My name is NOT Caroline 2. My real name starts with a J 3. I have 3 dogs & they are my babies 4. My hair is naturally light brown 5. My birthday is June 8th 6. I HATE … [more]
  • (Wednesday, October 10th, 2012) Dear Diary,

    Posted on: October 10th, 2012 at 10:44AM

    I woke up this morning in a really sad mood... I was having a dream about Jake..I just don't understand what I'm supposed to do. My heart craves  him and wants him every second of everyday. I truly do love him, but my mind tells me to move on. He really has wasted alot of my time... and I don't believe he truly wants to be with me. That thought just breaks me down..but It's the truth. He doesn't really want me. I know it was the right thing to do when I told him we were done.. but my heart just really hurts from it right now. I need someone to come distract me from it all or come pick up the pieces of my broken heart for me...I'm going to have to go work out or go walking and get the seraton… [more]

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  • I'm lazy sometimes...I can't help it.

    Posted on: January 9th, 2013 at 10:59PM

    well obviously if you have kept track of my previous blogs.. I don't continuously get on here to write on my blog. I get lazy and I don't always want to write or talk about myself or my day.. sometimes I think im really just looking for feedback. Attention. Someone to talk to me.. I get lonely :(.. … [more]

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  • Dear Online Public Diary.....

    Posted on: October 8th, 2012 at 11:02PM

    Lets see... where to start?I woke up this morning from a really obnoxious dream... I dreamt that I had a baby and I kept forgetting her at home when i went out with my friends.. It's really been bugging me. I would never do such a thing and Im really kinda pissed at myself for even dreaming of such crap! I finally decided to stop thinking about the stupid dream and declared that it was time to get my *** out of bed and get ready for work. I look at my phone and great.. it's 10:30 and my shift starts at 11! In my rush to get to work on time I forgot my socks..and my name tag. Lovely. On the bright side I made it to work only 5 minutes late (:Work was decent until I dropped a basket of fries i… [more]

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  • Blah...Blah....Blah.... 3

    Posted on: October 11th, 2012 at 12:46AM

    So I was talking to Maddie(friend) about Jake... I asked her "What do I have to do to get Jake out of my mind? I can't stand it, it's like as soon as I start having a good time and I'm not thinking about him...he leaks his way back in" She told me there's really nothing I can do.. She says she's still figuring out how to get her ex out of her head too.. and it's been 8 months for her.Even though I'm out distracting myself and acting like I'm all happy and single and lovin it..blah blah blah.. I'm seriously just dying inside. My heart hurts everyday because of him. I'm secretely hoping that he's gonna fight for me and call me and beg for me back saying he can't live without me and that I'm th… [more]

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