Female , 26-30

I'm here to share stories, support, be supported, and to write. If you are here for kink, and I use that term broadly and without judgment, I\'m not your girl. Please don\'t take it personally if I delete or ignore you. If you have kink in your profile I can\'t reply to you without spending tokens, even if I wanted to. Thus don\'t be surprised if you don\'t hear from me.

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Member Since Oct 08, 2009
Favorite Quote what doesn\'t kill you makes you stronger
  • a little Italian
  • and a little German
  • and a little British
Vices eating, drinking LOL
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Gemini
Special day
Music most pop and rock
Local Time May 30th, 5:45 AM

I Am Spoiled

I feel like most of the time on here I am complaining about all these problems I have. But the fact of the matter is that I am really lucky. I have all I could ever want. I have food and shelter and... [more]
CatalinaVanilla has shared 15 Mature Experiences
  • I Love Good Beer

    What's So Great About Beer? A friend of mine who never drinks recently asked me why I like drinking beers.  An answer came to me that I find rather apt so I'll repeat it.  Having a few beers is like coming home after a long, h… [more]
  • I Am a Sensitive Person

    I Am Sooo Sensitive I'm not egoistic, I'm sensitive.  When I overhear people talking, I often think they are talking about me.  I don't think this because I think I am great or because I warrant being talked about… [more]
  • I Binge On Food

    To Binge Or Not To Binge I guess it's appropriate I write this on St. Patrick's Day, but I think it's mostly just coincidental.I often see binging as evil.  And, in my mind, being productive is good.  My soul is… [more]
  • I Binge On Food

    Binging As Meditation? I wonder if part of why I binge is because it affords me a rare focus. Usually my mind is spinning in a million directions at once – almost all of which are futile and probably neurotic. But wh… [more]
  • words words words

    Posted on: February 17th, 2011 at 5:55PM

    Why do people say “out of pocket?”  It doesn’t really make much sense.  If they are out of town, they are not out of pocket.  They were never in my pocket to begin with.  I really don’t quite get it.  I let it go the first few times and even said it a few times myself.  But now it is starting to annoy me.  Certain terms and expressions start getting on my nerves because they seem to bespeak a general laziness.  Just like “I am going to try and stop them.”  That is completely wrong.  Technically, that means that once you are done trying you will stop them.  The outcome is a foregone conclusion.  But, from context, I know this is usually what the speaker intends.  They really mean that they ar… [more]


  • being nice to service people

    Posted on: October 4th, 2011 at 6:44PM

                 I just got my car out of the shop and my friend made a remark that’s got me thinking.  She picked me up after I dropped my car off and she watched the mechanic explain to me what work he was going to do.  When we got in her car she remarked that he was extremely nice to me.  I thought, “well, duh, he’s a really nice guy.”  But she pointed out that she has always seen this happen with me.  When I interact with service people, according to her, they are always far nicer to me that she ever experiences.  I was really surprised because she is so conscientious with everyone.  But she said she’s always noticed it with me.  My mechanic, for example, was explaining all the things they w… [more]


  • my latest batch

    Posted on: November 30th, 2011 at 6:32PM

    This post is for a friend who says I haven't written in a long time.  Ooops.So I started brewing a new batch of beer.  I guess I got overconfident after the last turned out like I hoped - or hopped LOL.  Anyway, I made a big mistake this time.  I went to the brewing store and bought all my ingredients and then left them for a few weeks without opening the bag.  Ooops. I forgot yeast was one of the ingredients and needs to be refrigerated.  So I brewed the beer anyway with the bad yeast.  I called the helpful friendly beer brewing guys and they told me to get new yeast - which they gave me for free - and I have now re-yeasted it (I love making up new terms!) and hopefully all will be well soo… [more]


  • roadkill

    Posted on: December 28th, 2011 at 4:15PM

    I ran over a squirrel yesterday.  I saw it running across the road but didn’t have time to slam on the brakes.  Plus, there was a car behind me so I was scared of it hitting me from behind.  Animals have run under my car before and emerged healthy so I just hoped this squirrel would somehow make it.  But I heard and felt the telltale bump behind me on the left wheel and saw it, sure enough, in my rear view mirror.  I felt so bad.  My heart came up into my throat but what could I do?  I only realized about five minutes later that I could go back and make sure it was dead.  But what if it weren’t, what would I have done then?  Take it to a vet?  Kill it myself?  What if it was dead?  Would I p… [more]