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Female , 22-25

I'm a normal girl -- or not so normal -- looking for help! I'm weird, different, and bi. I spend too much time on books and internet and not enough with the ones I love who don't love me.

Last Seen Mar 4
Member Since Aug 22, 2011
Favorite Quote My mind is made of twists and turns and alleys that lead to nowhere and in the center is a castle that's crumbling
Heritage
  • a little Irish
  • and a little German
  • and a little Scottish
  • and a little Dutch
Vices
Politics
Horoscope Leo
Special day 8-15
Books Too many to list! Jane Austen, Iris Johansen, Dean Koontz, Stephen King, JRR Tolkien, Mercedes Lackey, Anne Rice, Anne Mccaffery - to name a few authors
Music ANY! I love music - with the exception of Rap.
Movies LOTR, Boondock Saints, Hitman, Lucky number Slevin, Star Wars, Fanboys
Local Time August 2nd, 6:05 AM

I Believe In Reincarnation

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cdailey has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Hate My Mother In Law

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  • I Feel Like An Outcast In My Own Family

    Baby Girl.. .. It's my nickname in my family. I'm the youngest of 4 children. I have 2 half-sisters and a half-brother. The two eldest - the older sister and the brother - are from my mom's first marriage. The ot… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    Twisted Perception I've never thought I was pretty - ever. When I was little my dad used to make me sit in front of a mirror and tell myself I was pretty five times before bed every night. However he always undid it eve… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    Today Today she hates herself she feels like that most days Not because of anything she said or did but because of who she is. She's fat, she's ugly. That's what she thinks… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Love or LOVE
    I'm married. Happily married for a year and a half. but I don't love him. I love someone else. Someone I hadn't met until after I married. I mean, I love my husband - but I love him like you would love a brother or a dear friend. But I'm not really sure what this means or how to fix it :(… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Repeat
    I think about it way too much. It's all I ever think about. I don't want to... every time I do it makes me angry all over again, but I can't seem to help myself. The words echo in my head, repeating, repeating... until I want to scream at them to shut up. I love my husband... but sometimes I want to strangle his mother. And all I can hear is all the bad things she ever says... over... and over... and over...… [more]