celara 22-25, F
Sometimes Believe Myself Other Times Doubting It ,help !!
i want to live on my own,fear is the only enemy ,tries to keep me away of being me ,cause im afraid to to be wrong im afraid i cant trust me as i should,thats all my problem . im afraid to... [more]
i hate my familyyeah,i hate them,im sure of the feeling its hatred.and they deserve that,deserved to be hated.hope they suffer as i am,they deserve pain.hurt inside.deserve fail.disasters,even death.they did a lot,and every thing must have an end,and thats there end for me,now i consider them died.i wont consider them a family any more,and to not full myself with hatred,and revenge,i will forget them forever,even if they are with me,i wont feel them,i wont think of them.i will deal as they are nothing.i deserve love,deserve safety,deserve compassion,deserve happiness,success,happy beautiful life,and i will have (g.w)i will work since this moment to that,will live only for me,and if there is good people who … [more]
you better don read this!bad,hard,hurting..one or all of those feeling is what i have.believe or not that's better than before .seeing beam of light,by relying on my heart,to take me through this.i need to totally believe.get rid of every thing and believe.believe in my heart,that can take me to better times,better life.im done with thinking i think a lot,but at the far end i found myself in the same point,passed steps but it's lead for nothing,at the end i feel im wrong.but i will believe in me,and in my heart to carry me through every th.i will live relying on it.does anyone know the real reason that make believe in heart and feelings hard?… [more]
feel peaceful every day :)i like feeling happy, i worked hard today,as i never do since a month,or more !i like when im doing every thing right.feeling free,relaxed,happy!!the feeling of admiring this moment.i have many good things in my life(my boy friend ,we love each other beautiful true love)and i have great work(it artificial),i like arts.relaxed mind,watching comedy show,is all what i need more :)i hope i can feel peaceful everyday !… [more]
i love myselfi have some thing to say,i want stay always by my side,want be more important than it shows for others around me,i know im better than who im in other eyes,i have to work hard,to achieve my goals,in every aspect of my life,living as who i am.who really i am !i deserve to be me,be as what i always want .… [more]