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20 years old. I have a few close friends that don't get me. I like to write on walls, trains, desks; anything that isn't mine really. I guess you could say I'm somewhat of an artist? I you'd like to get to know me, read my blog.

Last Seen Jun 9, 2012
Member Since Apr 04, 2012
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Heritage
  • a little Jewish (Ashkenazi)
  • and a little German
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little French
  • and a little Ukrainian
Vices Marijuana, whiskey, sex, graffiti.
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Leo
Special day 1-1
Books
Music Hardcore punk, underground hip-hop.
Movies
Local Time July 31st, 3:51 PM

I Want to Be Able to Communicate Well

Sometimes I Feel Like I Speak A Different Language Than The Rest Of The World. I can never say what I mean. Sometimes when I open my mouth, nothing comes out and I stand there looking (and feeling) ridiculous. What is wrong with me? [more]
chestdeep91 has shared 1 Mature Experience
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  • Things ain't how they used to be, not since puberty

    Posted on: April 5th, 2012 at 7:19PM

    I don't even know where to begin to following up yesterday's mega-post. This is my second post, on the first blog that I have ever kept in my life. I've thought about keeping a journal a few times throughout my years, but to no avail. So I guess you could say that I feel a little out of my element here - here it goes.. Today was interesting. I woke up feeling bogged down by my allergies (Can I get a "**** the Ohio Valley"? Anyone?), so I skipped my Psychology class and decided to sleep in and toy around some more with EP. Though it is only my second day, I am starting to like this website. I like that I can remain anonymous, but still make friends and give/receive feedback on what I write. S… [more]

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  • Another Mistake - A Self Analysis

    Posted on: April 4th, 2012 at 8:06PM

    I don't even know where to begin.I guess I should start out by saying that the majority of the time I spend awake, I feel like a worthless sack of ****.I'm 20 years old, I just started going to college for no reason other than to please my parents so that they will pay my rent, I have a strong habit of smoking marijuana, and I am generally very lazy. I operate on extremely high levels of anxiety 24/7. I am very uncomfortable in large social settings, especially when I don't know a lot of people there. Because of this, you might find my next statement or two to be odd. First off, I love going to live concerts - mainly local/regional hardcore punk shows. Second, I have a genuine interest in pe… [more]

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  • Inspirations Deteriorating Like Gangrene

    Posted on: April 7th, 2012 at 9:20AM

    I have been having some serious creative issues lately. It's weird, because when I finally get around to moving my desk in from my parents house, I lose all inspiration. I haven't been able to draw or write anything original in a few days. This is starting to bug me. I need a drink.… [more]

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  • LOSING MY MIND

    Posted on: April 9th, 2012 at 7:20PM

    As always, I don't really know where to begin. As you might know I have encountered some serious creative problems this month. I haven't been able to write or draw anything. I've been sitting here trying to write a paper about the issue of race in the American media in the 50s 70s 80s and 90s for FOUR HOURS. Did I mention that it was due last Tuesday, and I lied to my teacher to get a week extension? Well, I did. I'm not proud of it. Why is it whenever I get frustrated with anything, I just quit doing my homework? I get so behind on school work that I barely have enough time to catch up and have to lie my way out of it. Why do I live like this? Is this real? Do I have any more pot?… [more]

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