Christine021 18-21, F
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The Girl With The Big Nose.I first started feeling self conscious about my nose in the 6th grade, when i moved from Nashville to La Vergne TN. I never had self esteem issues until the kids started calling me names & putting me … [more]
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I Hate Him.My step father completely disgusts me. He is such an idiot & will NEVER be a real parent. He never bothered me until my real dad passed away in 2003. & after my daddy passed away I got his social … [more]
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It's True! I Am Easily Annoyed.Annoyances:1. When people judge you just because you don't work 3 jobs & are going to school.- Just because they're not doing what everyone else does, doesn't mean they are not worth… [more]
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My anxiety is horrible right now. I feel like panicking & crying but there is nothing going on. My thoughts consume my every day life. I don't know what to do anymore, I'm 20 years old & I've got to face it somehow. I can't be scared to live forever. I just wish that I was invisibe or God would simply take me now. I seriously feel no need to be on this earth. I love my family very much, they are all I have to look forward to. If it weren't for them... well I don't know. I feel so hideous & stupid, making it impossible to have relationships with anyone. Maybe I feel this way because of the things I have allowed to happen in my life. Hanging out with the wrong crowd & being abused, … [more]
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Two more days...
In two days at 9am I'll be in a juvenile court room facing the bastard that raped me. This is the date that proves him guilty or not. I talked to my district attorney today & she said the defendants attorney wants to wait all of this out for another year because they aren't prepared. I said oh well, that's no my problem, I want to put all of this behind me. My issue is that I've been trying to get in touch with my "friend" which is my ONLY witness & she hasn't returned my phone calls. We've talked about it plenty of times & she said she would be there for me.. I really need her in this case with me or there's a very great chance I'll lose the case for the simple face he's a minor. If t… [more]
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The thoughts of Lauren!
Hello people. Today I have a lot on my mind as usual, so I'm just going to blog it all out! I usually wake up around noon or so because I have nothing to do with my life at the moment, but today my grandfather woke me up considerably early. He said my grandmother called about a job I wanted & that I needed to call her back. Well, I immidiately got this horrible nervous feeling in my stomach & started thinking all of these thoughts. I've been wanting a good job for months now, because I want to be able to get everybody Christmas presents this year & start saving for a nose job. So you would think I would be excited, right? WRONG. I was so afraid & I honestly don't know what the fear is. Maybe… [more]
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Praise God!
I just want to praise God right now! He has allowed me to be put through some very unpleasant things, but they were all for reasons! I now look at them as blessings from above! I have to thank God right now for allowing me to LOVE again. After being raped, choked, & slapped around I had HATE in my heart. After those things happened to me, I didn't trust ANYONE. I got jumpy around my own family in fear I would get hurt. But God has changed things a little bit for me. He sent me someone that was totally unexpected! He simply sent me a friend request on facebook. It started with a friend request, led to texting, then to talking on the phone every night, & now I'm absolutely crazy about him! He… [more]
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