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Female , 18-21
TN USA

Hello, EP! My name is Lauren Christine. I am 21 years old & live in Nashville, TN... I came across this website while I was googling things about anxiety... I thought it looked interesting so I made a profile! My goal is to help others feel better about themselves, possibly make a few friends, & find others that have the same interests & problems as I do! There are some days, more than others, when I feel so alone it hurts. I know I have God by my side no matter what, but I can't help but wonder if there's others that I can relate to that can help me along the way. I'm really a simple girl. I like to go out & have a good time, it doesn't matter what I'm doing as long as it's not hurting me. I'm fairly girly, I love to get my hair & nails done & look pretty, but on the other side, I eat like a man & HATE drama. I like boys & girls, judge me for it, I could care less. I have a lot of interests too! I'm obsessed with hello kitty, animal prints, shoes, sunny days, good books, loud music, peanut butter & chocolate, & the list goes on! I stick by the rule God first, family second, then all else third... & I mean that. I am single, & the main reason is because I won't settle for less. I need someone that I can relate to which has been so hard!!! Most people are looking for a booty call, someone they can control, & that's so not me! To wrap this up, let's just say I'm not your normal 21 year old female! I have big insecurities & big dreams in this big world! I know personally that when you have support from others it helps you get out there & make decisions. So, if you ever feel alone or just need someone new to talk to, I'm your girl!! Don't be afraid, I'm very open. Thanks for taking your time to read a little bit about me! - Lauren

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    Posted on: November 9th, 2011 at 6:40PM

    My anxiety is horrible right now.  I feel like panicking & crying but there is nothing going on.  My thoughts consume my every day life.  I don't know what to do anymore, I'm 20 years old & I've got to face it somehow.  I can't be scared to live forever.  I just wish that I was invisibe or God would simply take me now.  I seriously feel no need to be on this earth.  I love my family very much, they are all I have to look forward to.  If it weren't for them... well I don't know.  I feel so hideous & stupid, making it impossible to have relationships with anyone.  Maybe I feel this way because of the things I have allowed to happen in my life.  Hanging out with the wrong crowd & being abused, … [more]

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  • The thoughts of Lauren!

    Posted on: October 19th, 2011 at 4:24PM

    Hello people. Today I have a lot on my mind as usual, so I'm just going to blog it all out! I usually wake up around noon or so because I have nothing to do with my life at the moment, but today my grandfather woke me up considerably early. He said my grandmother called about a job I wanted & that I needed to call her back. Well, I immidiately got this horrible nervous feeling in my stomach & started thinking all of these thoughts. I've been wanting a good job for months now, because I want to be able to get everybody Christmas presents this year & start saving for a nose job. So you would think I would be excited, right? WRONG. I was so afraid & I honestly don't know what the fear is. Maybe… [more]

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  • Two more days...

    Posted on: November 29th, 2011 at 5:35PM

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  • Praise God!

    Posted on: October 27th, 2011 at 8:51PM

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