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I Am And Or Have Been In A Mental Health Hospital

I was diagnosed with depression in college, I was struggling not to cut, I wasn't sleeping, I was trying to process being molested by my grandfather, I couldn't keep up with my prep work for school, I... [more]
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  • I Crashed My Car

    Day From Hell... School Buses, Curbs, And Trees. Oh My!!! Iwas leaving my internship a little early to get ice for the girls soccer team before the game. As I was leaving i saw a bus coming so i went to change lanes. As I moved to the left I noticed I was ma… [more]
  • I Am a Teacher

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  • Venting Confessions

    one more year
    I turn 22 in less then three hours and all I can think about is the fact that according to the law I just have one more year in which i can press charges against the man that molested me. I feel sick… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I will Never Forgive him
    I wrote a letter explaining what that experience did to me. How the fact that he molested me has changed me, that Im living with the consequences now even 12 years later. How the fear of my lack of actions would cause another to go through the same thing, how that guilt would push me to hurt myself permanently. I can forgive my grandfather, if only he responds. I will never forgive him if he ignores me now, NEVER. this is his chance to step up and be a responsible adult. His chance to show that he really cares about me, that Im more then a piece meat. I hope he takes the chance Im giving him.  Its going to really hurt if I need to take additional steps to make my point. I hope he doesn't put… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Need to Vent
    Im just really overwhelmed. My car got hit the other day, I have to do physical therapy again 3 times a week for 4 weeks and I dont have time for that! My students have a huge I never finish what i want to and by the end of the day Im so tired all I want to do is sleep and then I dont get more stuff done. My dad is mad cause Im ignoring insurence calls but I cant take calls in th middle of class and Im sore and I got meds from the doctor whenI went but I dont want to take them cause I want to save them for if I wanna go to sleep forever, and I hate thinking like that.And Im was working on confronting my grandfather for real and I can cause there is to much going on, and Im tired of being tol… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    feeling a little hopeless
    been in two mental hospitals in the last two months and im still having those thoughts and since I've already done the extreme Im starting to feel like there is no hope. … [more]