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chuzan 36-40, M

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I Confessions

Ive Been Born Again! Posted 02/11/2013
When I was about ten I experienced something no-one should ever have to go through I was raped by three much older teenage boys At 10 you dont understand what has been done or why just all you... [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    Unhappy Life Posted 2/12/2013
    Ive had depression for approx 30 years now probably since the day I was attacked and raped at10 yo.in my teens I did not recognise it or understand itit thought I just didnt like life my parents proba… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    Crashed Posted 2/17/2013
    Ive woke up thought I was doing well but ive crashed through the floor with my mood and my noise intolerance is unbearable my 6yo daughter has her cousin having sleepover I cant handle it im in a stat… [more]
  • I Like to Flirt

    Im Getting Worse Posted 2/16/2013
    I never used to be a flirt but recently ive become unrelenting I just seem to be more confident and more assertive round women lately maby its a maturity thing?… [more]
  • I Put On Headphones And Block Out The World

    My Escape Posted 3/3/2013
    Headphones are my one and oonly way to block out the chaos of life and the sounds I put them on and just tune my mind into another world and im there for hours … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Time to go
    Im seriously thinking about leaving my wife I dont think im in love with her and dont want lie been through really rough 5 years nearly died last year and its changed me as a person I have no malicious towards her and do love her but im not in love with her if that makes sense? … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Had enough
    Ive had one of the worst days in a long time with noise intolerance and depression I was doing so well and thought after 30yrs I finally was level and stronger ive spent days giving advice to younger people now I feel like im a fraud. Im tired im sick off fighting I cant do this anymore to any of my circle of friends dont listern to me how can you when I cant helpmyself Havnt fully decided what imgoing to do but i no i cant keep this up anymore im allready dead inside… [more]

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