CMAP 18-21, M

I hate to talk about life because i get teared up. For a guy to get teared up, that just isn't attractive... lmao. I have been through a lot. I don't really enjoy my life and havn't in so long. I enjoy trying to help other people experiencing what i have experienced, making choices I shouldn't have made. It scares me to think of my little siblings, cousins, etc.. I grew up to fast. Their at that age now and I couldn't imagine them doing the same. I fine myself thinking about death a lot. I wake up and I feel sad. Most people are happy when they wake up because they woke up. I guess that's a good thing but not when your waking up to drama 24/7. I hate it when people say I want attention. I do… [more]