complexitykills

So yesterday, for the first time EVER I went out in public (to the gym...another first lol.) but anywho, I went out in public with my hair up! XD And I only got a couple of weird glances just from the people who were closest to my right side :) Nobody stood there and gawked or confronted me to ask what the hello kitty was wrong with my ear :) God...I felt so flipping amazing :) :) :) I think being in a room full of strangers helped me out incredibly though...oh well! lol. BABY STEPS! … [more]

So I was planning on writing this confession about something that I would like to get off my chest...but as I was writing it on my iPod touch my thumb accidentally hit the back arrow taking me to my previous page erasing everything I had written. So I gave up.… [more]

So I'm not going to lie....I confess that I was more than a little disappointed with my dad's reaction today... A couple months ago I entered this poetry contest out of sheer boredom and they mailed me a letter today letting me know that I came in first place. For like 5 minutes I was just there O_O lol. But anywho so I went and found my dad and told him and let him read the letter and such, and then without even turning to me asks... "So who'd you copy off of?" and then goes on to ask about dinner. And yeah, I get it was supposed to be a joke and such, but I think that I was secretly hoping for a "good job" or "can I read your poem?" you know...something that shows a little appreciation? Ha… [more]

Ahhhh I can't believe I'm saying this, but I hate being so damn lonely! >:P I can go days without getting a text from any of my friends, and then when I do see them in person again they always tell me all of the fun stuff they did together and such...and I just sometimes feel blaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!#$%^%*^*! if that was ever a feeling... :( :( :( I don't know what I'm saying anymore....is it possible to get cabin fever from lack of friends? D:… [more]