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Everyone on here is looking for some sort of acceptance, and who am I to stand in your way

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I Lost My Virginity At 15

Almost (diary entry) Today I almost lost my virginity.. Mikey came over to my house and we were watching sponge bob and he kept talking about a shower in a joking manner and we went upstairs and I was telling him to take... [more]
cookielove4 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to End My Life

    No More Pain I dont now if i can deal with this harassment anymore. I am constantly being walked on. People tell me often that i am not good enough, coaches, teachers, peers, even my parents. I am told i am to fat… [more]
  • I Am Anorexic

    New a few months ago i would talk to my friends about how i couldnt see people going anorexic. i didnt see how people could not eat. but now i am the one who dosnt eat. i tell my friends that i eat a… [more]
  • I Like to Be Touched

    I Am Very Touchy-feely I like to be touched and held. i like it when people old my hand... or when they pretend to read my palm (today... you will eat a hippo according to this line :P) and when sometouches me i get this ti… [more]
  • I Remember My First Kiss

    Dare To Kiss little me, little him. we met each other in kindergarden and became great friends. we both moved to a different private school at the same time and our parents were great friends. we went on several c… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I broke up with my bestfriend.
    We have been bestfriends for a really long time but ever since our friend moved back, shes been treating me like crap and i couldnt take it anymore. I will miss her a lot but she was like a teddy bear from my childhood... i thought i could never live without it, when i lost it i cried, and every now and then i think about it, but bottom line... im no different without it. If she was really my best friend, she wouldn't have treated me so bad.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I cut myself
    I have been cut free for 2 months... but today the craving overwhelmed my body, and i cut my leg. I am ashamed of myself.... i have told people before and they all told me it was bad and i shouldnt do it, but today i told my boyfriend and all he said was i see.... he didnt make ny attempt of stopping me which made me feel like i could do it, and i caved in.... i cut my leg.. it said not strong enough. i cant tell anyone about this.. i dont know how. ill put neosporin on it and t will be gone before i know it... but out of everyone ive told, no one has given me the response ive wanted.... i want someone to tell me that im better than it, that im to good to cut.. but no one has… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I need help
    I know this is for confessions but right now i just really need some advice.. well, my ex wants me back.. and he was my first love. we were on and off for about 2 years. but we never really dated. we just held hands and said i love you and kissed but with no real commited relationship... i said goodbye to him about 3 months ago and we barely talked except for the few times he tried to get back into my life. but yesterday my meddling best friend txted him and all he talked about was how much he missed me and wanted me back and how through everything he still loved me.. and then he texted me and i established that i didnt hate him and that i still loved him and i told him that i wasnt going to… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Not happy
    i see pictures of stuff talking about how its like to fake happiness... they dont know what its like. im miserable. but somehow everybody thinks that i am the happiest girl there is. that there has never be a problem with me nor will there ever will be. i feel like im not pretending to be happy to help myself anymore. i feel like im doing it for everyone else.… [more]