Female , 26-30

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Member Since Oct 21, 2011
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I Have Conversion Disorder

Dealing With The Day To Day Wow, it has now been over a year since my episodes first arrived. There have been many ups and downs along the way. Every day is still a struggle but the struggle gets easier. I know what to expect... [more]
  • I Have Conversion Disorder

    A Prisoner @ 28 Hi, Im 28 years old and i was diagnosed with conversion disorder this august after being rushed to the hospital because my family thought i was having a stroke. After being poked and prodded for three… [more]
  • I Have Conversion Disorder

    Today Feels Ok              I don't remember the last time I had a good day. I woke up this morning feeling refreshed and energized. The feeling feels fleeting though because I don't remember the last ti… [more]
  • I Have Conversion Disorder

    Light At The End Of The Tunnel... Searching for answers has become a daily event in my life. Talking to doctors and reading medical books and internet pages just trying to find answers. The doctors don't seem to have any so I have tak… [more]
  • I Have Conversion Disorder

    Frustration And Pain... It has been 5 months since I was diagnosed with Conversion Disorder. My daily episodes have gotten worse. Not only am I now experiencing the loss of my right side but new sympt… [more]
  • Stressers I was not expecting.

    Posted on: March 11th, 2013 at 10:07AM

    So I have been working my new job for about 2 weeks now and there have been some hidden stessers and triggers that I didnt even think of. Customers going on a wild rampage attacking me for no other reason then to be a complete ******* to the frantic running about of the entire staff during the busy periods. Racking my brain on what will I do if I every go into an episode at work and what the other people will do and think of me afterwards. I do not handle stress well obviously and it is one of my major triggers. Last week I was shaky and spilled coffee on my hand twice because I didnt have the strength to hold the pot. I had to wave it off as if i were clumsy rather then show the real reason… [more]


  • Bring me Back

    Posted on: April 23rd, 2012 at 2:51PM

                  Bring me back to the way I used to be               Before the pain and agony                 I used to run , I used to play                   Now I sit around all day                     This evil thing rules my life                        and I am so ready to give up my fight                            So bring me back to way back when                               and let me start my life again.… [more]


  • Doing ok today...

    Posted on: March 4th, 2013 at 11:26AM

    So this will be my third full day working my new job and it has been going well..On my second day I started having really bad leg tremors and pain but I think that is because I was being trained on one of the stationary positions which doesnt allow for alot of movement. I held it together though fearing if I let the stress of my leg wig me out I would go into a full on episode and that is not what I needed the 2nd day on the job. I left at the end of shift in so much pain but grinding my teeth as not to let on that something was wrong . Once I reached the car and my boyfriend let me in I crumbled , I could not hold back my tears the pain was so intense and my muscles couldnt take it anymore.… [more]