Female , 18-21

Hi my name is Cortney i am 19 years old and i live in tennssee. i like to write,read,sing,dance and meet new people.

Last Seen Nov 25, 2012
Member Since Jun 03, 2012
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Horoscope Taurus
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Books the black dagger brotherhood,unearthly,hallowed,hush hush series,R.L Stine's fear street and goosebumps, the mortal instrument series
Music pop,rock,oldies,country
Local Time May 23rd, 10:32 AM

I Was a Target For Bullying When I Was Young

Bullying Really Changed Me My bullying started in kindergarten, I was heavier then most kids , had kinda long curly frizzy hair and glasses i was apparently an easy target, that and because i also never told anyone about the... [more]
  • I Miss My Grandma

    I Wish She Was Still Here I've really only ever known 1 set of my grandparents, my dad's mom and his step dad, who i called grandma and papa. My mom's mom died a couple of years before i was born and my mom didn't want anythi… [more]
  • I Hate My Sister

    My So Called Older Sister. So guess to start this all i should give you all a little background information. I am 19 years old and my sister is 27 is married with 5 kids the oldest is 12 and youngest is 4 and she still lives at… [more]
  • I Am Friendly But Shy

    Sometimes I Think I Have Social Phobia Like it is stated in the title i really do sometimes feel as if i have social phobia.Even though up until about kindergarten i was apparently pretty outgoing,though a bit picky with who i was comforta… [more]
  • I Am Not As Innocent As People Think I Am

    What Most People Don't Know About Me Just like a lot of you everyone seems to think i am as innocent and naive as i act just so i can do the things i want and nobody can really judge me or think badly of me. Because i want to show mysel… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    never been kissed
    I am 19 years old has never had a boyfriend or  been kissed   and i  hate it because i feel like  i'm unlikeable and ugly. :(… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    My shyness is possibly more then just being "shy"?
     I've have been "shy" since i was around  7years old, though i showed some shyness before then but i think my "shyness" really started to interfere  with my grades was In my junior year of highschool  i failed spanish 2 and algebra 1 because i could never ask my algebra teacher for help when i needed it and i failed spanish2 because my teacher did a lot of group projects and i didn't know anybody in the class and i couldn't force myself to ask her if i could just do it by myself, so i just never did them. My parents or my family and the few friends i have don't understand how hard it is for me  to be any sort of socialable.They just are always telling me  "Just start talking to random people… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I want a job so i can be more independent :(
    But i can't force myself to get an application, because i already know what is going to happen,  they'll most likely  not even  consider me for a job because i have zero work experience(though i know people can get jobs with no work experience) and  even if  i did get a chance at an interview...well  i'm screwed  because i will chicken out and not even show up to it , because i already know that by the time the interview is done  i won't get the job anyway. I am just way too  shy,socially awkward,insecure and i just know i will mess up at the interview and then get embarrassed/frustrated  and then have to try not to cry , then that will probably the last time i try to get a job. I just hones… [more]