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Female , 18-21
NV USA

I AM 20 AND MY NAME IS MARYANN. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND TRYING NEW THINGS. I AM OPEN TO ANY DISCUSSIONS....

Last Seen Mar 29, 2012
Member Since Jun 03, 2010
Favorite Quote "being born is like being kidnapped, and then sold into slavery" -shakespeare
Heritage
  • 100% Mexican
  • and a little Native American
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Horoscope Cancer
Special day 6-30
Books
Music the beetles, the bee gees, mamas and the papas, cage the elephant, atreyu, breaking benjamin, metallica, nirvana, guns n roses, sublime, the blood brothers, the cranberries
Movies i love you man, moulin rouge, across the universe, rent, super bad, the breakfast club,pretty in pink, 16 candles, and more...
Local Time August 27th, 8:39 AM

I Feel I Should Keep My Feelings Hidden

But It Hurts At Times. I've had a lot of bad luck with opening up to people about my feelings and just watch it back fire on me. Everyone thinks they have someone they can trust, but when something like that happens you don... [more]
countingshadows07 has shared 6 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Been Emotional Abused

    Hate This Feeling Inside Me.... ever since i was little i was always the target for people. i was shy, awkward, and never really had any friends. it got so bad that everyday i would come home ffrom school crying. and then get abused… [more]
  • I Love These Lyrics

    Uncle Kracker: You Make Me Smile you're better than the best i'm lucky just to linger in your light cooler than the flipside of my pillow, that's right comepletely unaware nothing can compare to where you send… [more]
  • I Want More Self-confidence

    I Want To Love Myself More... sometimes i look in the mirror and look really hard. just trying to find out whats beautiful about me. and i cant say. everyone can tell you how beautiful you look, but you have to feel it. i guess i … [more]
  • I Love These Lyrics

    Camila- Todo Cambio todo cambio cuando te vi de blanco y negro a color me converti y fue tan facil quererte tanto algo que no imaginaba fue entregarte mi amor con una mirada. oh no no … [more]
  • upset

    Posted on: July 2nd, 2010 at 1:40PM

    i can't reall blaim anyone but myself for the way i am.... and the way i feel. i do it all to myself. i just feel that im such a bad person, and maybe that's why i have no real friends. inside of me is aiching so much that i can't even put it into words.... i feel like something, someone is missing. and i don't know what to do. im basically lost in my own nightmare, i just wish i could wake up. at times i feel like crying but i can't... i waisted all of my tears on nothing, no one special but myself. i hurt and dissapoint everyone and everything that comes into my direction. im infected.... my disease is everything i am that makes myself and others run away from me... i feel like im cr… [more]

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  • ..................

    Posted on: July 3rd, 2010 at 10:18PM

    I wake up.... and see nothing but darkness. I hear someone calling my name...... but who? I follow the voice which leads me to nowhere. I'm alone....... but feel someone else in the room. I say hello....... but nothing came out of my mouth. I start to panic......... then here something tell me to go the other way. I start running but stop........ I hear another tell me to stay put. He sounds convincing......... so I stay. All around me now is darkness....... I don't here anyone else but my own thoughts now.My mood: extremely bummed… [more]

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