crackered 36-40, F

My Step-father has been with my mother since I was 5 years old. He's an alcoholic and made my life an absolute misery. The alcohol is finally taking it's toll, he's lost his job (again) and his liver and kidneys are finally packing up. He's been in intensive care but is now on a ward having been stabilised. I visit to support my mother. I know I should be angry at her too, for letting the situation remain for so long. Of course, she couldn't stop his drinking, only the alcoholic can find the strength to do this, but did she have to expose us to so much pain, anger and violence? While all the relatives sit by waiting and hoping, I'm there too doing the same... occasionally visualising puttin… [more]

My Step-father has been with my mother since I was 5 years old. He's an alcoholic and made my life an absolute misery. The alcohol is finally taking it's toll, he's lost his job (again) and his liver and kidneys are finally packing up. He's been in intensive care but is now on a ward having been stabilised. I visit to support my mother. I know I should be angry at her too, for letting the situation remain for so long. Of course, she couldn't stop his drinking, only the alcoholic can find the strength to do this, but did she have to expose us to so much pain, anger and violence? While all the relatives sit by waiting and hoping, I'm there too doing the same... occasionally visualising puttin… [more]

My boyfriend doesn't want to get married... but everytime he has something delivered, I sign for it as his wife....!… [more]