CrisWeb 26-30, M
Fell Down A Well...
I'm crawling and dragging myself through some dark, and ugly places right now. I try to keep my head up, but I've ran out of room, and I'm just struggling to keep moving in hopes that I can come up... [more]
Suicide...I've quit things in life, but usually it's because I'm morally against it. I've fallen down some pretty dark holes, and faced some very hot flames in life, but now I'm to the point where "Hope" is fading away, and away, and away. When a good friend of mine took his life, I was so mad, and almost insulted that he didn't come to me about what he was going through. Now that I'm down on my knees searching for answers, I really don't feel the need, or want to talk to my friends, family, or loved ones. I am lonely, I do want to move on, but I just don't care about most of the ones around me like I use to, and I feel like ending it, is alright some days. Win, loose, or draw, I want my last days to … [more]