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Decided That Being Happy Is A Way Of Life, Not A Destination

I am learning to come to terms with my past, need help learning to trust again but willing to give anyone the support they need.

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Member Since Apr 30, 2011
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Horoscope Leo
Special day 7-26
Books Inkheart, Secrets Of The Siren, Eragon,
Music Celine Dion, Enrique, Lady Antebellum, Beyonce, JLS, Taylor Swift, Leona Lewis
Movies The Secret Life of Bees, Dante\'s Peak, Twins, Time Traveller\'s Wife, Four Christmases, James Bond, It\'s Complicated
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  • I Hate My Dad

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    Left Some EP Groups
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    5 A's and 6 B's
    That was what I got for my GCSE's and when I opened that evelope something changed in me and I don't know what. Maybe I finally saw a glimce of what others tell me they do. But personally I think I have finally realized that I can afford to believe in myself cause I am not going to be letting me down any time soon.… [more]
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    I never knew what a family was
    Yeah, I don't suppose I did. It wasn't until a year or so ago that I knew what it meant to have a family. I had spent so long lying, cheating, hidding from everyone that I really didn't know what a family was. Or even what it meant to have friends and family there for you. I had spent years relying only on myself to get through the day that trust and care didn't mean anything to me. I had to learn what these things meant and believe me it wasn't an easy lesson. But I now do have a family. And I am still learning about life. Della… [more]
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    I feel like i am not a good enough friend.
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  • Hello

    Posted on: May 9th, 2011 at 11:58AM

    Hello everyone. How are you all. I'm good for me my exams start soon. Bit worried but then who wouldnt be. My life is pretty normal now. Learning to live with the past and trying to embrace the future with open arms. But there are always doubts niggling there. But maybe oneday they will leave me. Bye for now. Cuitadella My mood: very contemplative… [more]

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