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Female , 36-40
Feeling calm
OK USA
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i am me

Last Seen Nov 12, 2013
Member Since Sep 30, 2011
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How To Make The Sun Shine For You i want the sun to shine for you and  make your body warm too.right now i cant be happy and brightall i bring is sadness and cause a fightwill this ever change i dont even... [more]
cutie2christy has shared 12 Mature Experiences
  • I Think My Parent Is A Psychopath

    Your Not The Only One to be real I can tell you over and over I am the only person I know that is completely sane but different people are who they are just enjoy all I do … [more]
  • I Want a Pet Cow

    I Wanna With A Cow For A Long Time the thing I would love to do to a cow is an addiction I have had my whole life and I know its gross but love doing it when I was four years old I got my first friend other than my brother was a cat an… [more]
  • I Am Afraid to Comment

    Leave Me Alone, Please Dont Leave Me i dont want to love you but i do, i dont want to kiss you but i do it . i dont want to be happy with you , but i am, i dont want to give you any thing ,but i give you every thing, i dont want to have … [more]
  • I Want to Share What Made Me Happy Today

    What Made Me Happiiiii Today! I woke up and saw him. didnt sleep well because I slept in the living room with the kids me and him dont get along and dont know each other all that well, because im a drug addict i have been for y… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    ok here goes
    i told my ex to pay child support just because i know that would push him away . i havent heard from him since, good thing is to know that he doesnt care a thing about our son and now he will leave me alone and stop breaking my heart over and over and over again… [more]
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    i still miss my dead husband
    its been six years since he died , man i miss him , i still cry for him all the time . Oh God help me ..... he was my best fried ive ever had ....... wow how everything changes when some people die, he had an older brother who was killed while truck driving and his father died about 2 years ago and my husband was a twin hes the only one left in the family still alive ........ its taken a toll on him loosing two brothers to truck driving and his father, my lifes not the same i miss my best friend i was 30 years old when he died,,,,,, my parents woke me up at 2:oo in the morning to tell me that his truck caught fire on his way home i had to tell our girls that their daddy is dead my oldest was… [more]
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    i dont know who i am any more
    who am i . i just dont know , i look to the future but i dont know what it is. i look for a man , but will he hurt my son? i sleep but hate my dreams. i look at myself but its not me not who i used to be. pick my self up ,needing my son to see a strong woman, i fight tears so my son wont dry them. i dont know how to create myself again… [more]
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    the day
    i just keep waiting for the day that jesus comes back and takes my body away. Im lost for words to say , dear god my brain is so unclear and gray, give me a mission for i come close to death but still you dont take me there must be a reason here alive you make me stay. i have to please you dear lord to fill the task you have set for me, this mission has taken a toll on me lord, with in the past five years i turned from young to a person old beyond more than any one ive ever known.  dear jesus you gave me a son i thank you father , my son sean i found that at three hes more of a man than than anyone ive ever met . it is now that i see why you gave him to , he loves me more than anyone. he see… [more]