Female , 18-21
Feeling depressed

I'm a very selcouth individual.

Last Seen Jul 4, 2013
Member Since Aug 14, 2011
Favorite Quote
  • a little Aboriginal
Vices smoking
Horoscope Sagittarius
Special day 12-15
Music joy division, red hot chili peppers, nirvana, pink floyd, metric, death from above 1979, the black keys, led zeppelin, yeah yeah yeahs, regina spektor, feist, priestess, gotye
Movies (500) days of summer, he died with a falafel in his hand, igby goes down, hannibal rising, being john mulkovich, mary and max, control, submarine
Local Time April 26th, 5:56 PM

I Want to Commit Suicide

I Almost Got Hit By A Car A few days ago, I was mindlessly walking across an intersection as a car sped around the corner, headed straight for me. I heard people on the streets gasp, one of them even screamed and then I... [more]
daaytripper has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Regret Losing My Virginity

    Girls, With V-cards Intact. Listen! My friends all did it. We were 16, and heavily in the party scene. In order to keep my ego intact and to keep up in conversation with these 'friends', I gave it to the first guy I saw at a party. It w… [more]
  • I Believe In Fate

    Fate Works In Mysterious Ways. I'm a realist, an atheist, a pessimist. I don't believe in God, I don't believe in after life, and when asked upon the topic of fate, I'd disregard it entirely. Now I sit, at exactly 9:15pm in my h… [more]
  • I Am Bisexual

    I'm Quite Grateful For This Group. Since coming out as a bisexual, I have been criticized and judged by this. Not because it goes against 'straight norms' nor was the matter of religion. It was mainly by members of the LGBT community t… [more]
  • I Just Broke Up With My Boyfriend

    College Days. I don't think either of us really believed it'd last as long as we said it would, it was a college relationship - and his first. But that doesn't mean that it as any less filled with love. We were a b… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Taste of rejection stains my mouth.
    So, my former lover avoided/ignored me at the college bar last night. I know he saw me, I heard his friends tell him I was there and I saw them pointing me out. At one point, I said hi to his roommate and we spoke for a bit about mutual interests. We were supposed to get back together on Valentine's day, but after this I don't even want to. Why would he do that? I'm falling to pieces.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    My final soliloquy.
    As lonely as I may be now, as cynical as I may rub off as, It will never amount the the misery I felt tied up to you. Walking away and letting go was the best thing I have done today, for once in my life I felt a real stitch of happiness make its way onto my face.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Sometimes I let my mind wander.
    and come back to you. Sometimes I let myself revisit your profile, just to make sure you're doing good. You were the smartest man I've ever known, and you'll always be the first man I've ever loved. Even though I've moved on, and Zack is everything and more to me, you will always hold a special place. SMG.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Only one way to fix everything.
    we worked things out. I have two conditions: I need to stop drinking, I need to go to counselling and I can't talk/see him for a month. On valentine's day, if we both honestly are gonna work for this, and think we can do it - we're meeting at a park downtown where we went on one of our first dates at 7:00pm. I hope he shows up.… [more]
  • Does a victim bear some responsibility for their victimization?

    Posted on: February 3rd, 2013 at 2:24AM

    Dr. Ofar Zur sums it up well: "Do not blame the victim has been translated into do not explore the role of the victim." in Rethinking 'Don't Blame the Victim': The Psychology of Victimhood.  Questioning the role of a victim in a crime is almost taboo for most in our society, although exploring the topic may prove beneficial in understanding crime and aiding in the prevention. In risk of sounding unjust, my personal opinion leads a little to the left on the fence when faced with such a question, that the victim may hold some responsibility - to an extent. Obviously this applies to few crimes, and should not be applied to all (such as hate crimes, rape, murders, kidnappings etc.), but those… [more]


  • Submarine.

    Posted on: December 1st, 2012 at 3:53AM

    "sometimes i wish there was a film crew following my every move; i imagine the camera craning up as i walk away, but unless things improve, the bioptic of my life will only have the budget for a zoom out. "My mood: extremely Alone.… [more]