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I Wish I Was Little Again

The Innocence Of A Child I wish I could go back to the time when there was nothing to worry about. Back when everything was happy and my biggest problem was if I did well on my homework. I remember playing in the back yard... [more]
DaDri has shared 8 Mature Experiences
  • I Will Answer Any Question You Dare Ask

    Go For It! I'm very honest, and I'd love to see how far you guys can push me. So far I haven't been asked anything I didn't want to answer.. can one of you find something I'm shy about?… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    Sometimes... Sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't want to leave the house. I feel like there's no point in socializing because no one will like me. I feel like I need to be pretty to be liked, and I don't fe… [more]
  • I Am Really Insecure

    .. In Weird Ways Sometimes I look in the mirror and say, wow I AM pretty, why do I get so down on myself? then other days I look and want to cry because I only see flaws. I know people think I'm pretty, and guys say I… [more]
  • I Am Not What People Expect

    Bpd Makes Me A Girly Girl And A Gamer I'm an odd person. I love being girly. I'm obsessed with fashion shows, and I LOVE makeup. It's what I do. Every time I go to a store I walk out with new makeup. It's so addicting to me. I could sit h… [more]
  • The fake laughing game.

    Posted on: October 9th, 2011 at 9:54PM

    I started talking to Justin again last night while Chris was at a casino for his 22 birthday. As you can tell by my last post I was really confused about Chris and whether or not he liked me, and I wanted to tell him but I wasn't sure how he felt. Well him and I were talking and we were talking about judging because he had been drinking. I asked if he actually cared what I think and he said he might care a little, and I asked why he said "because your coool and that's it lol :) To me that was a way for him to say he's just my friend. I was bummed. I was talking to Justin on the phone and I told him what happened and he agreed with me that that was a total turn down. But Chris kept talking to… [more]

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  • ='(

    Posted on: October 31st, 2011 at 10:06PM

    The title says it all. I have that feeling where my heart dropped into my tummy, and I feel like I'm in a tunnel. There is just so much going on right now, I feel like I can't handle it. I'm so emotional right now, I want to curl up in a ball and die. I don't understand how people handle life, I really don't. I'm always a mess. I can't handle anything. My father did know that those checks he was getting were for my therapist and he cashed them anyway. On top of that what he wanted was to 'try getting to know me again'. He said he's making changes in his life. Do those changes include stealing $1400 from my therapist? The last check was cashed last month. The thing is, I still have that part … [more]

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  • Long Long Time

    Posted on: February 26th, 2012 at 10:39PM

    It's been a long time since I've posted anything. Long story very short, I'm single, I'm going to my father's wedding and I'm going to destroy it. Maybe I've been watching too much Revenge, but I'm obsessed with it. I want to be Emily and I am going to try. I do have some plans, and I'm hoping it will work. I've been practicing sneaky tactics recently. As horrible as it is to say, I've been stealing from stores. I do feel guilty but I feel I needed to to know that I'm capable. I can't get caught till the very very end. I have some ideas but I'm concerned they won't be strong enough. Making everyone at the shower sick is good but not amazing. I need something more. I am framing Renae for ever… [more]

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  • Guilt, Revenge, and Regret

    Posted on: October 26th, 2011 at 10:41PM

    Today started as a good day.. okay, a great day, minus the fact that I'm sick that is. I hung out with Chris in the afternoon. I'll get into that later. I figure I'll get the horrible stuff out of the way so I can go back and remember what it is that I love about my life (Rachelle Zoe quote). So for the past few months there has been a problem with my insurance company. They weren't paying my therapist. They started paying her in July, but didn't pay for the first few months. This has been an on going issue for awhile now. Today when I went to therapy, she told me that the insurance companies sometimes do this thing where they send the patient the money instead of the therapist and then the … [more]

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