Male , 18-21

Last Seen Dec 10, 2012
Member Since Jul 27, 2012
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I Want to Hear Your Most Painful Life Experience

The Beating Of A Life Time It was a beautiful summer day and my older brother, younger step sister and step brother, and I were playing soccer in a field. My younger step brother and I are on a team, and my little step sister... [more]
  • I Want to Hear Your Most Painful Life Experience

    You Think You Have It Bad? You really don't, I've done so many bad things, and I'm on the brink of ******* extinction. Whether the massive amount of drugs kill me or not, I am not gonna be here long, ****.… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    I Just Want Out I wrote that while I was drunk, I'm sorry everyone. … [more]
  • I Wish I Had Someone to Talk to

    Is Anybody Ever Going To Want To Talk To Me, Why Or Not? I have nobody, it's soul crushing, what's the point in staying up days at a time, all I want is an ear to talk to, and a mouth to share with me. … [more]
  • I Love My Dog More Than Most People

    Sick Of My Friends All of my friends are on my nerves all the time lately, very few haven't pissed me off within… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Alcoholic at age 18
    Right before I turned 19 I drank 13-20 beers a day, my Mom and step dad are alcoholics and always have a 30 pack. They don't know if they drank a certain amount everyday, so it was very easy to get away with. Plus if they did not have any for some strange reason, I had older friends that bought beer for me. I drank the 13-20 beers everyday for 8 months, the reason I put an end to my alcoholism is that I had stopped eating for almost 5 days, and one night I started throwing up blood and it scared me. I didn't realize I was hurting myself, I never wanted the physical pain, and it came along because of my foolish way out of reality. I stopped drinking for a while and now I do it socially at par… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I'm not who most think I am.
    I preach of always being honest to every person I meet, but it's not entirely true. The thing is, I lost almost all of my friends in my last year of high school, I was depressed and came to all of them way too much, to the point they told me not to come around unless I was happy. When happiness showed up again, we all became buddies, I know I shouldn't keep people around that don't care, but that didn't matter much when I was happy. After a while, depression came back around, and it's been here for probably a month now, but I'm afraid to turn to my friends for help, so I anonymously post on sites like this. I can't trust people I know face to face, so I lie to everyone, a big lie at that. If… [more]