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accidentally downloaded a fake version of java now theres pop-ups everywhere!

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I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

Falling Faster "life is what you make it" "you have a choice over what you do" I have no choice. Im feeding off myself, its like i'm the cancer. I think back to times when I felt pain and misery and wish... [more]
Daisypie has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to Hear Your Funny Sex Stories

    Heres A Couple Okay in my experience I have had a few...can it involve your caught ma sturbat ing story? I had turned about 11 or 12 years of age and was experimenting with myself one day in the bath, a… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Anyone Else Going Through This - Please Dont Feel Alone. I┬áhave recently been diagnosed with BPD (earlier this year) after years of not knowing why the hell I was like I was. At first a psychologist thought it was aspergers syndrome, but t… [more]
  • I Am a Cheater

    Can I Stop? ive been with what I think is my wonderful boyfriend David on and off for 2 and a half years. I had briefly been with a boy for 2 months (my first ever boyfriend) before him, but lost my virginity to … [more]
  • I Have Bpd

    Anyone Else Going Through This - Please Dont Feel Alone. I have recently been diagnosed with BPD (earlier this year) after years of not knowing why the hell I was like I was. At first a psychologist thought it was aspergers syndrome, but then my destructive… [more]
  • in a terrible place

    Posted on: April 19th, 2013 at 11:51AM

    the last few day's events have finally caught up with me. I was out last night too, until I was slurring and staggering, spent the night alone in my spare room because the upstairs window was still broken and not boarded. My ex's pokemon collective figures have gone, my whole DVD collection, even my shampoo and conditioner. But I cant go back there. I dont want to clean up the mess. I must escape. I KNOW I cant forever. Im trembling. My neck aches from head banging at rock night last night and im shakey all over. I can't drink again but something inside is telling me to continue my path of self destruction, to keep on destroying myself, maybe i'll finally lose my rational thought and they wi… [more]

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  • crashed

    Posted on: April 18th, 2013 at 7:35AM

    okay so...last night I was drinking again, after reffering myself to the kings road alcohol services, with my ex and his best friend. We were getting drunk at some guys house with a girl there, when I decided it would be a great idea if they all came back to my house and we drank there.After a few hours I was drunk to the point of not being able to string words together (which is EXTREMELY drunk, to me) and there was people I didnt even know swanning through the house. It wasn't so much that....but it's the fact they were speaking down to me, not respecting that it was my place they were in , not shairng whatever they had. So I got upset, the house was packed full of young lads I had known f… [more]

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  • our childs getting taken away

    Posted on: August 7th, 2012 at 9:54AM

    ...yeah thats pretty much it...I have nothing else to say, I dont think. For once.I'm carrying my life in my womb. My flesh, my blood, mine. She's mine. Why can they do this? Because I have BPD?Such a horrible, horrible world...Such a vile, useless, worthless life ive lived...I wanted to be a film director, or a journalist. Travel the world.And I cant even maintain a college course or find somewhere decent to live.I cant even think enough to use protection.Why was I even born?Why was I brought into this world? What was my purpose?Buddhists believe that this world is hell, a test, a challengeand we go somewhere better...but thats not certain. I dont have much belief in anything right now.But … [more]

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  • the inevitable breakdown.

    Posted on: March 2nd, 2013 at 12:29PM

    Finally this man has realised what i'm like.Of course he split up with me last night, after the past few days of my numerous bursts of anger and irritation and storming off. I feel sad, but also, knew it was coming to save myself the pain. I can tell, hes swaying with the idea already and is really torn up. But yeah it got too much for him, the thing I was pissed off about though was the fact that I WARNED him, and he kept on telling me he would cope. I knew from the very beginning it wouldnt last. I just dont like believing that anything good would happen to me, that such a lovely guy would be interested in me, in case I get dissapointment. So by preparing myself for the break up, its saved… [more]

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