I try not to be a selfish person and I would do anything for my friends. But I have a craving that is never satisfied. I need men to look at me, touch me, want me. My life has been filled with wonderful boyfriends...
i think i am going mad. i am actually going insane. i just want to scream! i have filled my head with so much s h i t i think i have a mental illness, think i have something wrong with my persoanllity. i think i'm strange. i think i...
I sing in my car and everyone looks around and laughs @ me. Mind you my voice is a big of Rosie Perez and the Nanny with a Jersey accent not too pretty I say....Although funny as hell.
...when it hits you, you feel no pain. Hit me with music! What else to say?? I'm humbled by the genius of artists when I listen to the likes of the Grateful Dead and Sublime, Mozart and John Legend. I wish I could be more than an...
It's so warm at school.. I mean at home I can just open my window and that's it. But at school I can't do that. So I sit there with a short-sleeved shirt and sweat a little and all the others sit there with a long-sleeved shirt and a...
I love Jesus so much but the doubts never completely go away. How can He love me? Maybe I'm just kidding myself. Maybe all my friends who are agnostic/humanist/secularist/Buddhist are right. It's a constant struggle.
Well if I was - Judge - Jury - executioner - and Coroner - I would find a child molester - and shove a symbolic pair of bronze baby shoes down their throat. And as coroner I would state that the cause of death was their life...
But after 27 years of lies on my origins, depriving me of my father when I wanted to know him, I feel angry. What makes me even more angry was the total denial, and then, the total silence when i said my mother...
But I'd never say something that could be true and than just say kidding.. I mostly use kidding after telling something that's been a lie about myself..
Last night I was literally in a panic over a bizarre NEED for McDonald's french fries and was trying to make my friend ride her bike with me to McD's for over an hour. Then I went by myself...
I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism when I was 25 and seeing an endocrinologist for the first time (I've had a lot of other health problems from birth so unfortunately it was just one more thing added to the list at that point...
