Female , 31-35

I live with sadness, anger but love also. Writing n expression are an outlet I adore

Last Seen Mar 29, 2013
Member Since Nov 07, 2011
Favorite Quote dat bitch
  • 100% German
Vices dealing with my pain
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day 9-24
Books biographies
Music rap
Movies steel magnolia, knocked up, full monty
Local Time June 30th, 4:46 AM

I Want to Know How Much You Weigh

Weight Is My Favorite Topic These Days Because i have been very tiny my whole life n picked on due to my weight of 100 pounds or less but due to me aging and my addiction to cake i now weigh 130-135 pounds and its all in my ***. in my eyes a big... [more]
  • I Love Hello Kitty

    Im Obsessed I have loved hello kitty forever. Im 35 now n still buy anything that is that darn kitty. Keeps me young i guess.… [more]
  • I Build Walls Around My Heart

    I Must Build The Walls in my 35 years i have seen my people come and go out of my life and with each one they have managed to take a piece of my heart or break it in someway. nowadays i come off a lil bitchy to keep people … [more]
  • I Have a Broken Heart

    It Has Been Broken For Years years ago i had two special things taken from my life and life has never been the same and will never be complete without them. i can only amount to nearly nothing because of that happening. it has sh… [more]
  • I Have Social Phobia

    5 Have A Non Social Way since stopping alcohal. being drunks helps nerves in social settings....… [more]
  • first of many

    Posted on: November 7th, 2011 at 6:15AM

    I'm. So very excited to finally find a place to vent n journal my words and some may wanna read. So here ish me if i was to descibe me. I have a voice i've always known how to use even when there have been times that honesty hasn't been the right choice. Im such a deep lady. Almost way too deep. Im a helper n give the shirt off my back if u need but being this way has made me a royal ***** due to people abusing my heart. Im a jaded person with a broken heart n big opinions n ideas. I coulda really mattered if one i woulda not let others words enter into my head n two actually had teachers that cared n noticed i couldn't learn properly. I do put all blame on me for not being strong then as i … [more]