Female , 16-17
I miss you guys, I'll never forget this site...I miss everyone so much it kills me.
My name is Olivia, I am 16 years old. I love to write, read, and I trust way to easy. I have been broken to many times to be fixed. If you want to talk to me I will answer you back. Okay byes.
Last Seen Jul 15
Member Since Jul 20, 2012
Favorite Quote “Courageous - that’s how you see me; Successfull - that’s how you belive in me; happy - that’s what you expect of me; But Emptiness -is inside of me
Special day 10-1
Books I love romantic books, sci-fi books, and westren books.
Music Black Veil Brides, Simple Plan, Falling In Reverse, and Katy Perry
Movies Starwars! Stranger than Fiction, and Blades of Glory
Local Time September 2nd, 2:34 AM
Profile Whiteboard Recent Activity 66 Stories 1054 Experiences 35 Friends 20 Photos 22 Confessions 2 Dreams 44 Questions Trophies
deathbyblades16 has shared 1 Mature Experience
I Can't Stop Giggling! I hate to be tickled! Cause that means I laugh..and I hate my laugh...but if you even poke my leg I will burst out laughing...I might snort a little....Yeah...my friend zyrain started to tickle me on … [more]
Barefoot Is The Way To Go When we were little my Dad had a logging job...but then the hippies said that it was hurting the envorment and closed the logging and saw mills...So my Dad was out of work. We never really had enough … [more]
...i Hate Myself For This My first boyfriend was very abusive, mentaly and physicaly. After two years of being with him, I fianly left, but he constantly hanted me. He would call me in the middle of the night and say how ugly … [more]
I'm Scared Because Of Him. I use to love the dark, just go and hid in it...but after pete i can't even have one light off. When i was dating him he would lock me in his bathroom with no light, for 3 days I couldn't see an… [more]
I have changed...Since I have been on this site since last year...its been hard. When I came on here depressed, lonley, and unstable...I was on drugs messing around with stuff that could have gotten me in big trouble. I have changed. Sure I'm still depressed and lonley but unstable not so much anymore...true I cut, and true I have attempted suicide many times before. Well I'm off drugs, which makes me happy. I'm growing to relize that I don't need someone or something to make me happy just little things in life. I do have my swings of where I think everything is hopless but who doesn't? You just got to keep getting up from the bullshit and face it. I haven't faced all my bullshit yet but I will soon enough. … [more]
LonelyI do admit I get lonely sometimes...I miss having someone to talk to...or to cuddle with, or even to hold hands with. Most the people I know got back together with their boyfriends or girlfriends...its like I'm stuck. I miss it all...I don't know...this is just a confession. Just something to get off my chest.… [more]
I hit rock bottom...I thought my life was getting better...My family was being nice to me...I have a boyfriend who I love to death and would do anything for...I found out my friend isn't moving to Kentucky...everything was going so perfect. Now I don't know what happened....me and my dad are fighting again and so is my mom. My sisters are back to gossiping about me to the family. My friend isn't talking to me anymore...and now I just did the stupidist thing in the world....I guess I will never get out of this hellhole...I was ment to stay.… [more]
Well he is back.Well my ex Pete is back...I called the cops...they still aren't doing anything...So I'm just hiding out in my house till I know he is gone....I'm just scared that he will find me, I'm usally never scared of any people...but him I can't even tell you how scary he is to me. I just want him gone...I wish I have never even met him...but worse I don't even wish I was alive because of him. … [more]