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Feeling disappointed
I know i knocked the table over, because i watched the jar brake, and ive been trying to repair it every single stupid day. . .

Last Seen Sep 21
Member Since Apr 22, 2012
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Local Time December 19th, 1:57 AM

I Passed Out From Drinking

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  • Love Confessions

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  • Offtopic Confessions

    Im so done with life.
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