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What a world! *as getting flushed downed the toilet*

My name is Ben. I'm a a 19 year old male. I can be mood and silly at times. I got a really dark dark sense of humor. I can be social some days and other days i am antisocial. Please don't be offended if i i don't talk a lot. It really all depends on my mood for the day. I am no longer in college, I dropped out because I could not handle the stress. When i first came here i used to be so passionate with helping people here, now its like well i am focusing on myself more, i cant handle so much stress, i will help friends of mine. I been through a lot in my childhood which left me depressed and with suicidal thoughts. I try to be make people laugh the best i can but sometimes its hard. I can be depressing at times but fun also.

Last Seen Aug 17
Member Since Mar 17, 2012
Favorite Quote If You\'re Happy, Then I\'m.......
Heritage
  • 100% Peruvian
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Politics
Horoscope Libra
Special day 10-4
Books The Blue Blood Series(Vampire book)
Music Metal, Rock, Pop, Alternative
Movies Thor, Hulk, Captain America, Iron man 1 and 2, and The Avengers
Local Time November 27th, 7:38 PM

I Want You to Read This Before You Add Me to Your Circle

Myself And Things. Well, I am not good with stories, so I might make this a story/list of sorts. Well, one thing, I am scared to start conversations first, even sometimes with people I know well in my... [more]
Desolatebones has shared 280 Mature Experiences
  • I Am So Lonely

    Soul Crushing Loneliness So lonely right now, I feel like nobody cares about me. What makes me lonelier is when people don't respond to my messages or anything on EP. I'm pathetic, I depend on the internet to take my loneline… [more]
  • I Miss You

    I Miss My Teacher I miss my teacher, she was the best social studies ever. She was fun and awesome. She would get excited talking about social studies, and do anything to get the students attention so we can learn. Lik… [more]
  • I Have a Deep Dark Secret

    I Have One I got really big secret but no one will ever find it out, and they wont ever know or even get a hint at it. Nobody will ever know it, no matter how  hard they try to get it out of me… [more]
  • I Was Almost Kidnapped

    Got Out Of The Way When I was young I was almost kidnapped on top of the other things that happened to me. I was walking to the store to buy some soda, I go in the store, buy the drink, go out. I saw this pickup truck t… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    College
    Going for the first time today, i am so nervous… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Wish me luck.
    I have an orientation for this program tomorrow. This program can help me find job, so I hope I get in. Wish me luck. :-)… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Well...
    Nice of them to point out my flaws, i am not perfect, i try to work on them, but even that gets turned down. So everything i try to do to help, all of its wrong? All i do is wrong things? I am sensitive and depressed, i just cant turn it on and off like a switch, i get hurt, so its my fault for being sensitive? (Not directed at you Cielo, you know who said them)… [more]
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    Obama
    Now that he won, i can still go to college now! Which is awesome :D… [more]
  • Oh the things people do

    Posted on: May 12th, 2012 at 6:11PM

    Seriously? ask a question about me on EP? I mean sure I I did ask about my age a couple months ago about my age, and the that was the first profile picture I uploaded and people said I looked like i was 40 years old! So then I changed my profile pic using a way better lighting and I looked like my age more. But I do not want anyone, ANYONE, questioning my age, look at my profile and that is my age, I did not ask you to post a question about my age.I hate it when people call me older than I look, it hurts me.… [more]

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  • Goodbye

    Posted on: July 1st, 2012 at 6:09PM

    I do not like goodbye's at all, and now you are leaving EP Bre, i really wish you would stay on EP, please, i love you, you mean so much to me, i am crushed that you are leaving EP, i really will miss you once you go, please dont go, i beg you, i love you, dont leave me......… [more]

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  • The average day

    Posted on: May 13th, 2012 at 3:51PM

    Just my average day of doing nothing except staying on the computer for a bunch of hours because I have no life, nobody really wants to hang out with because I am weird, which sucks. I am used to it though, I am weird, but people judge me just because of how I act, I am a good person but they fail to see that. I wish someone would hang out with me, it can get lonely.… [more]

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