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DEVILSgotMEnow has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • Health Confessions

    Success quickly turns to failure
    I was successful in my challenge to myself to not use any ice for 24 hours. At 7 AM Wednesday morning I used the last of what I had. Thursday morning quickly came and I decided to try even longer. Made it until 8 this evening. Finally gave in and bought half of a gram, but the little period of sobriety actually wasn't as bad as I thought. Stress quickly changed my mind this evening though. Now, once again, I'm almost out. Maybe I can go 48 hours this time!!! Wish me luck.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    The good news and the bad news....
    We'll start with the good news, cuz after you hear the bad nothing will seem good. I am 4 hours and 40 minutes away from my goal of not using any ice for 24 hours! And don't plan on anything throughout the day tmrw. Feel very weird though. It's been so long since I've went this long.Now the bad news. Took my girlfriend to store earlier and came home to the dog n the bathroom. She got in the cabinet and chewed into a lysol toilet cleaner bottle. She puked blue then I noticed one of her eyes, which are normally brown turned completely white. Like a glass eye ball or something. Pretty upsetting ****!… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    So you want to try the needle? DON'T DO IT!!
    I smoked, snorted and ingested meth before I ever touched a needle. Then about a month ago, someone injected it into my veins. That instant, everything changed. My occasional drug use became an every day habit. I went from never using more than half of a gram in a day to using over a gram every day! Since the first time the needle hit my vein, not one day has went by that I have not used. It used to be fun to do it every once in a while, but now it's needed to just feel normal or happy. I was already naturally skinny, but in the past month I've lost 25 pounds. I've sold my Xbox and one of my TVs. I've borrowed money from family and friends that I am unable to pay back. My relationship with m… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    We can only be when I dream
    Saw you last night for the first time in so long.Went home after work to our old house, welcomed by you and our daughter. I still do miss that. I miss your face, your goofiness, and your laugh. I miss our family. If in dreams is the only time I can see you,  sometimes I wish I'd never wake. You'll always be my true love, and I'll never forget my first love. Close my eyes tonight hoping to see you again.... I love you more than words ever could explain BLS....… [more]