Male
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22-25
Feeling
extremely annoyed
B**** please, I am fabulous.
I came to EP because i was hurt, and needed to vent Sometimes I am hurt, very hurt as i love and trust with my complete heart and soul - hence when the other side lies, it HURTS. But life is another b**** and is too fast. It does not even let me to properly mourn over the loss, it pulls me forwards. So, i get over it.
I am a geologist, and a mathematician. When I am drunk, I am a mathematician, otherwise a geologist.
Last Seen
This Week on Monday
Member Since
Apr 03, 2012
Favorite Quote
Ich will die Menschen den Sinn ihres Seins lehren: welcher ist der Übermensch, der Blitz aus der dunklen Wolke Mensch.
Heritage
Vices
Devils advocate , a bit authoritarian , denies to follow the sheep pack
Politics
Very Liberal
Horoscope
Cancer
Special day
Books
Music
soft
Movies
Local Time
June 19th, 10:48 AM
Experiences
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So You Say You Love Me
yet you spend your day playing video games, or skype chatting with my colleauges or some cook who is interested in you
yet your biggest concern, should i get a pneumonia, is that i dont...
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Experiences
Stories
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Things That I Want In A Woman...so ja, people tells me i should realize what i need / look in a woman. Here is a shortlist 1. Emotional support Someone to admire my Tiny achievements like finishing a project,… [more]
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I Took The 41 Question Personality Test
Independent Thinkerpersonality type: "Independent Thinker" Independent, original, analytical and determined. Have an exceptional ability to turn theories into solid plans of action. Highly value knowledge, c… [more] -
I Want to Know the Biggest Age Difference In Your Relationship
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I Was In An Emotionally Abusive Relationship
Analiticalso was i. with someone so analytical, who would spend all their analytical capability to analyze my faults. and repeat the analysis, every hour, until do some new mess, when they have some new thing … [more]
Confessions
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Mad scientist feeling lonelyI finished programming a primary system to algebraically manipulate random datasets, and made the syntaxes set. I found out that the so called "cross product" of a set pair does not exit the dimension, as a vector pair does. This is a little discovery, that makes me feel verdammt sad. I wish there was someone, whom i could hug, kiss, with whom i could really share what in my mind going on is.… [more]
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I want to suicideI can not take this breakup. Her lies, and her "realizations".... I close my eyes, and I see death, i see a rope, i see guns, and so on .. i am feeling so suicidal. … [more]
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I shade tears today, 13 years later.I am 22, soon to be 23. I cried for the last time when i was 10. Then, for 13 years, i went through really tough times, and battled through everything. Today, the woman whom i took to be my Rhiannon (Celtic goddess of inspiration) left me, to "find herself". In the last few days, she would not return my calls, or answer to me and so on.. I spent sleepless nights (she is in the USA, 5 hours behind me) waiting for a call, a message in skype, anything.I really loved her. I gave my heart to her. And now I am paying the ultimate price, sitting on the staircase, crying alone...What did i do wrong, that she had to lie to me? … [more]
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one dayi will to find someone who will not find firvolous and untrue errors in my personality, in my senses.i will find someone who will not throw a tantrum if the weather is cold, instead snuggle mei will find someone who will want to spend time with mei am not bad, i can be loved, and i will be loved.i will be happy.i dont need much, a peasant girl can make me perfectly happy.… [more]
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