different33 18-21, F

You know, my mom left me eight years ago. My dad was away, I was at my grandma's and she didn't even came to say goodbye. A lot of things happened during these years, but now we are in good place. I'm an adult now, so she's more my friend than mom.  But now she wants to control my life. I'm moving to London, and she expects that I will live with her for the rest of my life and I will do whatever she will say. I don't want to get in fight with her, but what I am supposed to do....… [more]

I haven't had evening like that for a long time. My dad came home drunk as a skunk. Stepmother got into a fight with him and know she's yelling at me, because she hates me. And because I'm my father's daughter. And because I'm alive. I guess so. Stepbrother is a prince and I am Cinderella. Whatever, right? One person offered me job for few weeks, and today she declined it. My mom said I am weak and she doesn't know if I will handle new life. And my friend (the only one, may I add), doesn't give a ****. Great. Let's make a list how everything is falling apart. … [more]

Now I'm dying to see him. I don't know why. I want to talk to him, laugh. He's great. Hopefully I will see him in month. He said he wants get one drink and talk to me. That's it. Last year we both made a mistake. He's married and we weren't supposed to kiss. That's it.… [more]

I have to admit (at least to myself) - I need a man. Not a boy, who doesn't know how to handle me. I let go my ex not because three months ago he left me. I did it because he always disappeared when I needed him most. Six weeks he ignored me cause he got new car. I felt that I will be good alone. But now I realize that... I need a man by my side. I need him to be my best friend and a lover. I don't need a prince from fairy-tale. I'm fine. But I would feel better if I knew that if I fall, there will be hands that will catch me.… [more]