Female , 36-40

slim,curly, happy, rude laugh.. dirty mind. loyal,loving, imaginitive.. loved and loving.. oh and skint!

Last Seen Feb 14, 2012
Member Since May 28, 2010
Favorite Quote love is a privilege,earn it
Vices hmmmm.. ha ha
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Gemini
Special day
Books the foreshadowing, the time travellers wife, victorian books,just william, love story,dr zhivago, ....
Music oh.. heaps.. 50 s 60 s 80s dylan,u2, springsteen,omd, elo, duran duran..(SHHH!) rock n roll..
Movies ugh too few
Local Time May 26th, 9:50 AM

I Am Trying To Deal With Premature Menopause

Luck im lucky that i ahve one son, trust me, i know how blessed i am, ive been peri menopausal since i was 34, im now 38 and i think its kicking in.i just deal day to day and dont plan a sexy night too far... [more]
dirtylaugh has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Escaped An Unhappy Marriage

    Squashed i very gradually realised how squashed i was in my marriage,my husband would :take care: of that.. which at first i found lovely but soon realised it was actually a control thing. I went from being a … [more]
  • I Love Abandoned Places

    The Piano In the old abandoned house there was rubbish everywhere, newspapers strewn, cans and stuff.The old stables had horses names still above the stalls "Fleet" "Majesty" and "Apollo"....The fire places wee… [more]
  • I Will Tell You Why

    These Are The Reasons.. these are the reasons i fell out of love, as still you feel the need to ask.. remember the trip to Spain? where we drove down and you absolutely refused to stop at services for me to go to the l… [more]
  • I Write Poetry

    Yes yes yes ,thanks im fine, mustnt grumble,mustnt whine, all is good, a little lack lustre, nothing to get me into a fluster, paint the smile and make their day, make believ… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    how does just talking to you make my head spin?… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    when i was 15 i wandered into a church hall where i used to do judo, to use the toilets as i knew where they were.. in the loo/changing room were lots of clothes and a purse.. you guessed it/ i nicked it..It had fifty pound in, going bak 22 yrs.. i spent the lot on mcdonalds for mates and other rubbish.. it lasted me about a week.. and had to hide it from my parents.. well about 3 weeks later i met my cousin.. long story short.. she told me that her sister taught gym at the church hall.. and had had her purse stolen.... yeah.. how big did i feel?? Not very.... so Louise? Im really really sorry x… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    im lost
    im a strong, stubborn independant woman, not afraid of much.. def not afraid of hard work.. but the thing that brings me to my knees, makes me sob in the woods and turns me into a scared little girl.. is the thought of your illness taking you from me. We talk and say ill be grateful for the times weve had, and i will.. but i cant imagine life without you. Your the one i want to tell when things go well or wrong. You are my first thought on waking and all through the day.I feel so so lucky to have met you, and loved you, been loved by you. You mean more to me than i thought anyone could.. in short>> i love you. i need you and want you.. you are my all.. thank you xxxxxxx… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    i get.
    i get so bored with people.i have a small ish group of friends by choice, because i just find people utterly dull...i wonder if everyone secretly feels this way.they just seem to be into,suchn dull things, like tv sopas, reality shows, and family gossip.....i read a lot, and think a does my son, i sound really cocky, but dont mean to be, i just find people DULL… [more]
  • Andys home!!

    Posted on: September 21st, 2010 at 3:03AM

    well he beat pcp there no end to this guys strength.he amazes me. Bens a happy bunny cos he s gone to school and its a good subject day.and im about to get the mad collie round to play with my dog Diesel.......a goooood day!!… [more]


  • ugh bleugh

    Posted on: August 31st, 2010 at 1:18PM

    crap day.....well not crap just............bleugh… [more]


  • ugh

    Posted on: September 9th, 2010 at 1:21PM

    well im loath to say it, but hopefully things are on an upward turn,for my lovely.....sats better, oxygen ditto, mood cheeky and grumpy......good sign! I will not, cannot accept that 7 years is our lot......he still has fighting to do, but i have strong faith in him so watch this space for the good news x..My mood: pretty contemplative… [more]


  • oh.. what a week

    Posted on: June 24th, 2010 at 12:45PM

    ugh.. Andys in, with an infection, and blood clots..i dont really know what to say because im utterly exhausted..just if i believed.. id start to doubt i think..… [more]