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Female , 41-45
TX USA

A woman who simply wants a family man who loves her through the good and the bad..and cherishes the children in the same family. One big loving family is all I want..love and happiness!

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Member Since Jul 06, 2011
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I Have Low Self-esteem

I Am God's Joke! People wonder why I have low self esteem..I am a trust worthy, reliable, honest, one man woman..but what?? What the hell is wrong with me..dont tell me I am pretty!!  Dont tell me I am... [more]
  • I Need Someone to Talk to Right Now

    My Second Chance At Life.. For the longest time I could not understand why I survived an almost deadly accident only to wake up to another nightmare..kept screaming "why God".."WHY"..now that its been little over 2 years since … [more]
  • I Am a Victim of Domestic Violence

    Left For Dead.. This is my current true life story and wanted to pass this along in hopes many will pray…. I being of sound mind and body on this day of April 03, 2011 want it to be known of the suffe… [more]
  • I Don't Have Any Friends

    Nope None... I dont have any friends at all..almost died.. and I have been left all alone since I survived??  Did everyone want me to die??  I am alive and no one cares..NO ONE..I have NO friends..I am even emba… [more]
  • I Was Left For Dead, Severely Abused, And Suffer Depression

    My Real Life Story... This is my current true life story.. I being of sound mind and body on this day of April 03, 2011 want it to be known of the suffering I have encountered from mstbx. From the v… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Online crush
    I actually have an online crush with someone I have never met before.  We "text" and "chat" daily so we have been getting to somewhat know each other and I actually look foward to hearing from him..NOW he is coming from another state to stay with me and my children..I havent even met him yet, but I am picking him up tomorrow when he gets in state and I am going to let him stay here for a couple days..before I even meet him??  Have I lost it?  We have been talking for months and I know lots about him..so I sure hope "on-line" dating is the same thing as normal dating..what if I dont like him and dont want him to stay??  What if I do like him and he dont like me??  Is there such thing as a lon… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Die
    Today I want to die and leave this world that is my hell..My life is HELL and I am Gods joke!!… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I wanted to puke!
    Walking into the store with my two kids on my left side. I was wearing shorts and shoesI havent worn in months, and when I did wear them it was maybe only 2 or 3 times, so the shoes were fairly new, then suddenly my right leg felt like it was spit on.... Like someone actually spit on my right leg...looking around and seeing no one on my right side, I looked closer to the area I felt spit on and it looked black/ dark brown...looking at my right shoe..there was a black/ dark brown splatter mark on my shoe..just then I realized A BIRD ACTUALLY **** ON ME!! I thought I was going to puke...and my son just started laughing rather hard and walked away!! I was left standing in awe, my mouth wide ope… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I wanted to puke!
    Walking into the store with my two kids on my left side. I was wearing shorts and shoesI havent worn in months, and when I did wear them it was maybe only 2 or 3 times, so the shoes were fairly new, then suddenly my right leg felt like it was spit on.... Like someone actually spit on my right leg...looking around and seeing no one on my right side, I looked closer to the area I felt spit on and it looked black/ dark brown...looking at my right shoe..there was a black/ dark brown splatter mark on my shoe..just then I realized A BIRD ACTUALLY **** ON ME!! I thought I was going to puke...and my son just started laughing rather hard and walked away!! I was left standing in awe, my mouth wide ope… [more]
  • Get over it??

    Posted on: March 30th, 2013 at 10:57AM

    If I had a friend or someone to talk to about my past experience and the pain I had..some one who actually listened to what I had to say, so I could get it off my chest and out of my head, then maybe..just maybe then I can get over the past..****..try not having anyone to talk to daily but my computer..hello!!  I almost died and yes I do have fear..and not having anyone to talk to about it, keeps it buried in my head..if I could move on and get over it I would..Ok so I wasnt your favorite child..but **** you are my mom..at least you could give me an ear to listen to..Im already hurt from all the desertion of everyone in my life... all the negative I had to learn about who I am..at least you … [more]

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  • Hello...

    Posted on: April 28th, 2013 at 8:44PM

    Talk all the **** you want to,   At least I really tried.I will shut my mouth its all my fault,   believe another lie.I was there when you needed   and helped you along the way.No it wasn't perfect but I tired my best,  each and every day.I almost died a few years back,   but you didn't really care.You will tell me more tomorrow,  but now you just wont share.I've been completely replaced  each and every way.look at  all the good you found.    promise I wont stay.I already feel I don't exist  and now I know its true.How to make one acutally care,  I really have no clue.I need a friend to listen,  can someone at least pretend?When  wheels were turned and you were hurt, at least I was your frie… [more]

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  • Do I even exist??

    Posted on: November 8th, 2011 at 7:41PM

    Does everybody HATE me?? I do nothing but sit inside my 4 walls and no one ever cares to contact me..to even see if I am still alive..then if someone does contact me and I tell them I am depressed..they just stop talking to me..what the hell is wrong? I say the truth, you ask I am honest..if you didnt want me to answer a question truthfully and honestly dont ask..jeeze..was all about me anyway..I do not get it..why am I not liked??I am not at all mean or judgemental..do I exist in this world..ANDeverytime I think I have connected with someone by texting them..not even meeting them yet..I am judged and never texted again? Did I say something wrong? What the hell is worng with me..why wont any… [more]

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  • Thanks for lying

    Posted on: May 26th, 2013 at 7:44PM

    Whats on my mind..not that you care.You had your say,now its my time to share.A friend to my face..then I turn my back,with your words,its me you attack.I didn't realize,you are better than me..an actual friend  you pretended to be.A simple conversation, talking about our daysout of your mouth is drama,it goes both ways.I thought we could talkabout anything and allcompassion for youa true friend you could call.I dont kick you when you are downbut when I need a friendyou are no where to be found.More than once you said I could count on youbut no show and no contact came from youWhen the table is turnedand I need your helpa hard stab in the backis all that is felt.survive the same ****  I've  … [more]

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