Female , 22-25

Feeling the pinch of working life right now. 10 hours of work is no joke and 15 minutes of break between every 4 hours is neck-breaking and brutal. I like what I do but the system is killing me.

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Member Since Dec 30, 2010
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I Wonder, How Will I Know If He Really Loves Me

Help. I don't know what is love. I like him. He is really nice to me. He talks about the future a little too much. We've been together for only a month. It scares me to think forward that fast. When I... [more]
donutsal has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Think Men Should Start Kissing Womens Hands Again

    Sweet, Polite And Respectful! I think that gesture is the sweetest and most polite show of affection. Instead of pouncing onto a woman's lips and making out in public all the time, this gesture shows that a man is sti… [more]
  • I Want a Boyfriend

    One Clean And Healthy Man, Thank You. I wish I could order you off a counter. Or select you from a shopping list. And when your lies are out, I could just hand you back. With no regrets. … [more]
  • I Cant Change the Past But I Can Change My Future

    Cruel Cruel Time In my workplace, I am viewed as just another beginner. A beginner who lacks experience and tends to make mistakes. I blame it all on my past for taking it easy when I could have prepared myself to be … [more]
  • I Procrastinate

    Go Away. I Am Rambling. I procrastinate because I am afraid of failure. I am so afraid of failure that I felt a strange connection to Raju Rastogi in this Hindi movie - 3 idiots (2009). All my life, I pray hard… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Best Friend
    I fought hard to keep this friendship going I treasure the moments we had the silly games the crazy ideas the ticklish chats the mind-peeling rants of our past the constant battle to keep us from falling apart.. .. I mean.. How many people out there have a best friend? It's been a long road. And now we're quarreling, resolving, quarreling and resolving it again and again. We're sensible people I guess. The brand new working life is now on. We're both facing all that stress and strain and.. bullying? I can't believe that all newbies have to be bullied. But I'm still sticking onto "What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger." I saw those words inked onto a small piece of paper … [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Best Friends Forever
    The whole idea of it scares meI had bad experiences with itI don't believe in itsomehow you managed to pull me out of that pithell, because of mebecause of my stupidityas planned, I have completely lost youa perfect best friend.I guess that's it.I guess all that's left of it is memoriesthe rest, as planned by my sheer stupidity, is emptinessslowly filling up to the brim.nothing can help untangle this mess that I have createdI believe more problems will happen if I try to solve it.somehow a scene of a pathetic person just swept past my minda person who loves her friend so dearly that she climbed to the top of the tallest hill on earthonce at the peak, she placed this beautiful rose thereleft … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I'm scared.. I can hear you.
    You are my strength when I am weakYou are the treasure that I seekYou are my all in all...Seeking you as a precious jewelLord, to give up I'd be a foolYou are my all in allTaking my sin, my cross, my shame,Rising up again I bless your nameYou are my all in all...When I fall down you pick me upWhen I am dry you fill my cupYou are my all in all...… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Getting a call from you
    Hearing your voice was like having found an oasis in the middle of a desert.I hate to admit that I miss you and that I still care about you.The monotonous tone that I used was just a cover.I can't reveal how weak I am.I knew that if I break, we would fall back to that vicious cycle of shoving things around.You would do that crazy thing of testing and asking if I still care about you again.I would question myself and we would have issues with the thoughts of the people who love and care about us again.You have the ability to block out everything. Not me.You left me behind for a damn good reason.I just need that strength and courage to stop my wavering mind from breaking.I can't risk it.Hate t… [more]