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Local Time April 20th, 11:31 PM
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I Want to Die

i want to give up. they say things will get better but they never do. i've had 31 years of pain, abuse, manipulation, and being lied to. i've given everything i have in every relationship(family... [more]
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  • Family Confessions

    To leave or be lost forever
    I've gotten away from him, actually them, the only way I could. The horrible part is what I had to leave behind. Those three that were my life for so long. As time goes by I know the pain grows and soon will turn to anger and then hate. I wish they were with me. I've gained only because I gave up so much, but was it worth it? I can't answer that. I've never laughed and smiled so much in all my life but the thoughts of them not sharing it with me breaks my happiness. I was selfish for leaving but had no other way. I would have killed myself if I had stayed. I thought that maybe if I left I could figure out my life and become something better then I could bring them here. They will hate me for… [more]