Female , 18-21

every moring when i open my eyes its only a satisfacation that there is no way out of this hell

Last Seen Jul 10, 2014
Member Since Apr 01, 2010
Favorite Quote Lebe und denke nicht an morgen
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day
Books Horor Pysh
Music Sad music
Movies Transformer, Pirates of the careebean
Local Time May 22nd, 12:12 PM

I Just Want to Die

Everyday I try to find a reason, to leave. I tell myself, just a bit, tomorrow will be better. I never wanted to be selfish, I wanted to make everyone satisfied, by doing thing, smiling, but through... [more]
Drocell has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Had My Heart Broken

    I Wish I Could Feel Numb, Coz I Don't Wanna Fall In Love Anymore "Don't love somone so much that u get hurted at the end.", those were the words that my mum told me when i was a small Kid.That time i had a boy that i like but my best friend stole him away, th… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    My Sad World.... I don't know how to start... but i will try. I learnd a lot in my life, most of them were tell the truth, i never wish that someone should a life like me. In my life L… [more]
  • I Love History

    History Is My Life My Childhood was very difficult. My Dad who wanted a boy used to try to make me think "I'm a boy" and my Mum who wanted girl, that i was, wanted that  dress like girl etc.In those time, i use… [more]
  • I Want To Know The Worst Thing Anyone Has Ever Said To You

    The Worst Thing That Anyone Has Ever Said To Me........was Was....At the age of 14, a year after my Dad died. Those time my mum get allways angry , everylittel thing that i did, was just a mistake. She used to scold me and beat me. But i didn't ca… [more]
  • School Confessions

    Can some Help to end this nightmare ? My high school time was the Hell for me. I didn't even wanted to go to school. My whole class started to make fun of me, ignored me even the Teacher.  Since i was afraid to tell my parents, i didn't want that they think I'm a looser, and nowhere to run, i always keep it in. Until i couldn't anymore,  i couldn't bear it, i couldn't hold it. So i started use Violence since Words were useless. But the nightmare didn't stop, everyone said, I'm gone crazy i was the one who was the Bad, i was the one ignored them, thought of myself almighty. Even my parents, didn't trust me. There were, i asked my self why , why shouldn't just jump from the bridge  and leavi… [more]