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I Push People Away Even When I Dont Want to

Push Em Off. Hurt Urself And Guard Ur Heart At The Same Time. Ehhh I push people away I see little tell tail signs and I'm no fool. Passive aggressive or blunt. Sometimes enough is way to much. I'm over caring about people whom I know will or have bet me over in the... [more]
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