Female , 18-21

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Member Since Jul 06, 2012
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I Think My Mom Hates Me

Im Always Left Confused i can never remember a time where my mother was happy, with her family, the house, with me. since i was 4 my mother verbally/mentally, physically abused me. she didnt 'spank' me. she didnt... [more]
  • I Am Bulimic

    Opus my daily ritual consists of food, a toilet and a tooth brush. this does not mean i gag myself with a toothbrush, i just have this ruetine where i vomit all of my food, clean the toilet then brush my t… [more]
  • I Love My Boyfriend

    Pulchritudinous Bull And Fish My boyfriend and I have been in a relationship for nearly three years now. Our love for eachother is so beautiful it could bring me to tears. i love my boyfriend because of how in-tuned we are with ea… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    please somebody help me...
    i am bulimic.. ive been for 4+ years now.. recently it has been extremely intense... i want pro-ana help.. i want somebody to keep me going forward to meet my dream body at the end of this throat of a tunnle... i need to reach my goal to be happy again...… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    selfish me
    As i type this i wait for my neck to adjust the necklace into a grasp. This noose will be the last thing to ever hold me again. I want to come back as a brave, pulchritudinous character in some novel by Jodi Picult, i want to be in a love letter by Hemingway or stoned to death with Jimmy Page. I want to be turned to dust and given to my best friends: Chandler, Michael, Dalene, Ellie and Dan, my sister Sydney and my boyfriend Ray.I truly applaud all of you beautiful people for being able to hold your ground. Please learn from your mistakes and love everybody you see. I am so happy i will leave this world as a savior and slight-survivor of this tangible opus they call life. I have done a pleth… [more]