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Female , 22-25
Brighton and Hove UK

I'm someone who no matter how much I run, drama seems to follow. I don't bow down to it but I instead learn from it and carry on. Here I just want a way to express my experiences so I don't burst inside.

Last Seen Mar 2
Member Since Nov 07, 2009
Favorite Quote Respect your mistakes and shape them to your strength
Heritage
  • a little Scottish
  • and a little Welsh
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Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day 12-30
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Local Time August 23rd, 3:20 PM

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To Stop Me Shouting " I will not play the game of who can be more petty, instead I wave and smile, while they watch my life without them" [more]
ElleSophia has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Hate Being Blamed For Something I Didn't Do

    Why Wont She Believe Me On the 22nd of December i had one of the best nights of my life. I was my final school Christmas dance and it went better than i could ever thought. But the after party just turned that nig… [more]
  • I Am Horribly Insecure About My Appearance

    Me Vs. Me Here i am sitting in my room once again trying not to run over, trying not to be that girl again. It's hard though. It's hard ignoring the temptation. The longing to start again. To not feel big.… [more]
  • I Took The Past Life Analysis Test

    My Past Life I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Spain around the year 1000. Your profession was that… [more]
  • I Don't Fear Death

    There Is No Point In Fearing Death There is no point in fearing death if you have lived your life the way you wanted.Make a list, make a list of everything you want to do before you die. It doesn't need to be a sky dive or … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Bulimia or me?
    Rachael is one of my best friends and always will be but i am feeling the strain of our friendship. I just don't know what to do. Rachel suffers from bulimia and i am the only one left she has in her life who still cares about her. There use to be 8 of us who would do everything we can to help her kick this illness; from keeping her mind busy, to going to support meetings with or without her, just so we can learn how to help. Rachael's life ran in routines. Sick after breakfast, once after lunch (1:30) Before her drama classes (4:00) then once at least an hour before she goes to bed. She would count her calories and from how many she ate she would know how much she wanted to throw up. Rachae… [more]
  • For once in your life just listen to me!

    Posted on: March 8th, 2011 at 10:35AM

    The rumble of laughter across the classroom is the early wake up call that reminds me i'm not home. The constant scratching of my confidence that you so love to inflict. The creature you set lose to put me in my place and make me that small once again.I am not a laughing matter, a charity case, I have a voice and I still use it. You may not hear me but the words I speak mean more than the blows you throw. It is more fun for you to constantly remind me that I am an individual, a person who you can bounce your anger on.But you, you do no wrong. The words you speak are perfect, the people around you soak up you energy like the sun. Why is it soo easy for you. Why can't it be that easy for me.We… [more]

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  • You make me hate

    Posted on: April 25th, 2011 at 5:31PM

    Why is it that you think it's ok to do this to me!? To put me down every day that you can?"MATE, YOUR WRONG" your favourite quote is it?Why? Why is it that everything I say is so ******* wrong. Why do you think that you are always right? What is it about me that scream "IM AN IDIOT"Have I somehow offened you? Do I make you feel like a better person?Can I not say anything without you saying something? Can I not go through one ******* day without you reminding me that I'm dumb?Your a slag. Your a cheat. Your so ******* easy, no wonder you had an STI! You chat **** constantly, you make up stories and you tell people **** about me!I hate Myself because of you! I am, now, who I am because of you!… [more]

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  • Smoke in the family

    Posted on: October 24th, 2011 at 1:01PM

    The old man hangs over the side of the bedAlarmed, no, petrified, by the choking sensationSqueezing, squeezing the breath from his broken bodyIs it his last breath?This is cancer  With unbelievable strength he leaps from his bedBut only just in time for the surging, spewing torrent of blood and blackened tissue to vomit from his throatMy God, is this it?This is cancer  Relieved to catch his breath with the passing of the sickHe shakes, uncontrollably, apologises for the messQuietly slips his small, now shrivelled feet back into the bedDoes he not know, this panic comes again tomorrow and is his end?This is cancer  She feels the thudding, excruciating pain upon her headIndignity complete, as … [more]

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  • Wait

    Posted on: May 3rd, 2011 at 3:46AM

    It's that feeling again. It's that slow and numbing feeling that nothing's there. That in no time soon will there be a change. With the feelings around me i know im not the only one. But are they rational, because they lead me into my own world- one that is far from dream-like or little. For many years now i have been forgotten. This world moves on day by day and I just lie there-lie there waiting for something to happen- sleepless state of mine. But when I do go, when I lift myself out of this motionless state, when rationality takes over, the world is too far ahead for me to catch up. I want to be around those people who I know- but they have left. They have moved on. Replaced me. And thi… [more]

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