I am a friendly person who is going through my share of lifes trials and tribulations at the moment. I would love to get to know people who are easy going and non-judgemental. I love animals, poetry, creating jewelry and a good book every now and again. I love the mountains and enjoy camping and fishing. I am looking for the love of my life.
- a little Polish
This holiday season has been so rough on me. I have never in my life felt more alone than I have been feeling lately. Last year, my oldest brother died, 5 years older than me... and before that, my father, my mother, my grandpa, grandma, aunts, uncles.. they have all died. EVERYBODY. I have one sister left, she is 6 years younger than myself and I appreciate and thank God everyday of my life that at least she is still here on this earth plane, BUTI miss family soooo much. After my mom died, almost 23 years ago.. I used to sit and daydream about being 'adopted' into a family. People I could spend time with, holidays with .. I dunno.It just seems as if I am cursed because everybody that I ha… [more]
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My dream is to find love. Somebody who will love me and accept me fully for the person I am, not for who he wants me to be. Just as I would him.Now things are even more complicated. Last year, after an accident I lost my left leg below my knee. I struggle daily with this and have never in my life been so depressed. When you lose a body part, it is if you lost a part of yourself.. big time. Nobody would understand unless you have experienced it.So not only do I have my weight holding me back from finding the love I seek, but now I am also an amputee.I wonder lots of times why I am still on this earth.. why can't I die and go be the rest of my family members.. but nooo I am stuck here on this … [more]
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