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I Go to Al-anon

I Go To Al-anon It has helped so much. I honestly had no idea how much. In my desperation I found them and have been going. There are alot of things to learn of yourself and how to deal with things. [more]
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  • I Battle Depression and Anxiety

    I Need Something,but Not Sure What.. I battle depresson. I have struggled more the past year. Although I suspect I have had this going on longer. And just suppressed it. I have tried med's for 3 days and felt numb and quit. dont like it… [more]
  • I Love My Mom

    My Mom I'm keeping this brief. My mom is a gift. I am so glad tha t I have her in my life. She's been through alot of hard and tough times. I wish she hadnt had it as hard as she did. I used to not understan… [more]
  • I Am Lonely In My Marriage

    Sick Of It At Times I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.I have been married for 20 years. Sometimes I think that he will never change although he will appear to sincerely want to change lately. But not much happen… [more]
  • I Am Lonely In My Marriage

    Lonely I am lonely, but not looking to cheat on my husband or anything. He is hard to bare at times .Alot of times. I wont leave for now because of financial reasons and emotonal. I am not feeling stro… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I get lonely but do not want to cheat or anything. I actually do not have alot of motivation to invest a whole lot of time into relationships either.I have been that way for awhile. I am social when I'm out, but like my alone time to unwind and detox from stress .… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I feel guilty and anxious
    My husband is in recovery for alcoholism, I am in recovery for codependency. The situationn before has put alot of strain on our family. Things have improved and we've both learned alot. W have a long way to go still. I feel bad that life has not been what I had hoped for our kids. I have given them all the nurturing and direction and guidance that I could . They know they have my love and support. I so wish I could fix the past , that they wouldnt have gone through all that they did. I know how bad it was for me growing up.I want them to be well balanced and healthy emotionally , physically and in every way. I'm afraid that it wont turn out that way and I know that it is something that I ca… [more]
  • My mom

    Posted on: June 27th, 2011 at 7:29PM

    She passed away on the 17th of June, this year. We thought we were taking her to the hospital as we normally would. Turns out that she had a heart attack there and then cardiac arrest a few days later. We had her funeral on th 22nd. I have been so .....devastated.......! I can't believe she is gone.I don't know how I am going to get through this.… [more]


  • The hurting

    Posted on: November 4th, 2010 at 7:03AM

    So much hurt and struggle and pain out there. I have been through alot and contemplate my path and learn from life as much as I can .Love those I have in my life and have compassion for thos ewho hurt and struggle . Especially the young people. I sometimes wish I could reach out and hug them and reassure them and point the way. I wish no harm or pain to them. I would like to take it away. Life is like it is for a reason. Its painful and hard at times. We can learn and give back. As long as we are making healthy choices as to how we do that. There is a healthy kind of giving. This is what I have learned as I have lived . You can read what I post and see what I share. Good luck and God bless y… [more]


  • My parents are sick.

    Posted on: November 4th, 2010 at 7:08AM

    Both my parents are sufferring from either cancer or COPD. It is hard to wrap my mind around this. I can only walk one day at a time. I love them and hope so much for them.I want the world to know I love them! I love my husband and my children and my family. I care for the hurting people that I read about here at EP. Not that I have arrived.I send out a prayer for you all too.… [more]


  • response to your e-mail...

    Posted on: January 5th, 2011 at 7:27AM

    I have no problem in answering your questions, however as someons who uses God/Jesus' name as often as you do , one would naturally assume that you are a believer in Him and that you know the Bible. Unless, you believe in God , but do not know what the Bible says.Assuming that you do, Then you really wouldnt need for me to answer those questions , because where I come from , people that talk that much about Him know that the Bible is quite clear on such matters.Unless you are one of  those people who are pickers and choosers: someone who only believes in those things that appeal to them and disregards the rest. Now although I seem to be blunt , I am not trying to be rude, only clear. I have… [more]