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Darkness. There is darkness all around me. It is inside me. I touches my skin and courses through my viens. I am the sufficating candle flame in the endless vastness that is the consuming darkness.I... [more]
EmoDragonfly has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Want To Talk About Mpd, Multiple Personality Disorder

    Coming Out Has Ruined My Life. I have always know there was something different about me, but I couldn't explain it. It was finally shown to me in a way that was hard to excuse with more than " they're all delusions, we are all cra… [more]
  • I Have Multiple Personality Disorder

    Where Do You Find Support? I need help!  Does anyoe know how to find therapists in your area that can help with DID and SRA? Looking online all i find is bad mouthing and I need help. Please!… [more]
  • I Sometimes Feel Like Taking My Own Life

    Consumed There is not a day, minute, or second that goes by that somewhere deep ( or maybe not so deep) in my mind that a clever plan to end my own life is being hatched. It's become so second nature that I on… [more]
  • I Want To Talk About Mpd, Multiple Personality Disorder

    Just Wondering....? I guess I have had MPD my whole life... But it was just recently brought up to me so that I could see it for what it was and I now have to face that it is truth. Anyway, so over the last 2 1/2 years I… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Can I really trust you?
     I don't know what to say or think about you inviting me over for thanksgiving. I was told you hated me and that you didn't want me around. Did you forgive me because things blew over? Are we ignoring this too? Or is this a secret ploy to get me into some kind of trap? Are you and the rest of the family going to gang up on me? Are you going to hurt me? I really don't know. I want to trust you and the family because, hell, your my family! But at the same time I can't afford to be completely rippe apart right now.I know you and the family don't believe me. Mom says she knows her own daughter, well of course she does, she just doesn't know how deep the secrets go. Will you ever try and except m… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Control Freak.
    I want to be the control freak again.I want to feel like I have power and control again.I miss cutting myself.I miss starving myself, and then allowing my self to endulge, but punish myself if I went too far.I miss the control.I miss the old numbers on the scale.I  miss seeing my ribs with little effort. I hate the rolls that can easily apear with the slightest movement.I hate that I have let go!I have been a horrible girl.I have eaten what I liked, whenever I would like it.All with no limitations, how naughty!From now on, I am going to steal it back.No food will touch these lips with out begging for permission, and no food will stay in my gut unless I have been a good girl.Unless special oc… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    My life as a monster.
    My life as a monster.... I am a beast, a monster; I hate my life. My words and actions cause nothing but strife. I refuse to be what I have claimed to be. I’m a liar, a sinner, a manipulator; oh won’t you see? I refuse to believe my own delusion. To speak the truth, no matter how hard, is the only solution. My delusions are but lies; they are far from real. No matter what I say or how I feel. I am a villain, wicked, and a very sick person. My name is no good; it’s lost, and deserving of cursin’. I refuse to hurt anyone anymore in my sick little game. I know I wrong, disturbed, but sadly I really am sane. A horrible person, truly evil, is all I’ve been. I know I will, I am so sure, pay for m… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Save me....please?
    "To hurt yourself on the outside, to try and kill the thing on the inside."- Girl, interupted."When you don't want to feel, makes death seem like a dream."- Girl, interupted.I just want the thing dead! I want it to die. I want the voices to go away. I want to be free.Won't someone save me? Won't someone come kill it? Come save me from the dark? Scoop me up, take me away- make all the voices stop yelling and crying. Some one please! Make things better.I just want to be normal!I just want the pain to stop. Please make it stop.I'm not a victim! I don't know how to save myself.I can't throw away my freedom for the white walls, not again.Please not again!No amount of tears in the world will let m… [more]