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Female , 22-25
Feeling depressed
Do you ever wish you had the courage to end yourself, but know you will never be that strong?...no just me?...ok...

i like poetry....i love music...im very shy...im emo i guess...i like wrestling...and hockey...

Last Seen Sep 23, 2013
Member Since Sep 26, 2011
Favorite Quote love is the slowest form of suicide...
Heritage
  • a little Irish
  • and a little Iraqi
  • and a little Native American (Cherokee)
  • and a little German
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Politics
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Books poetry books...fan fiction...
Music punk...pop punk...metal...rock...death...pop...lots of kinds...
Movies mainly horror or comedy...
Local Time August 21st, 10:27 AM

I Have Never Killed Anyone

I Wish i have never killed anyone.... not yet anyway... there are a few that deserve to die though [more]
emoXkitty has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Am a Fat Girl

    More Than U Think ive been over weight my whole life... now its starting to get to me ....more and more... i want to wear things that arent 3x anymore.... i want to fit into things and not have to ask… [more]
  • I Will Answer Anything You Dare To Ask

    Ask Away ask away if you dare!!! :)… [more]
  • I Lost My Grandfather

    Hardest Thing Ive Ever Had To Write we use to do everything together... i never knew my father and he was by far better than any father could be to me... i loved him the most...out of my whole family... cuz he loved me… [more]
  • I Cant Express Myself Well

    It Rips Me Apart Inside it rips me apart inside... to feel like i always have something to hide... to feel like i never belong... to never talk, unless i'm alone.... to barely speak and … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    im drowning in my own self
    i feel the depression growing... tears smeared as i write this... no mom....no family... no friends at all... no one knows how i wish to take my life... the thoughts of how i want to die grow .... i do nothing all day... im just taking up space... no one really knows ... that i have sharp objects all around me... i also have people around me...  i hate so much...i just want to be normal...i dont wanna have social anxiety...i cant take this anymore...i feel totally drained...like i could just explode at any moment...and yet.......to everyone else....im just fine..................… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    not so loving family
    its been a while now...ive been thinking bout leaving...i dont want to...i think me n him can be together...but his family...they are the stupidest....meanest...most insulting people to human kind ever...if they all died right now...id never even blink an eye...we r forced to live with them...they dont care what we need to do ...ever...if i were to leave...id prob have to move to france with my mom  cuz she was stupid enough to move there...knowing she would regret it....and my bf isnt getting any better....things are getting worse between us...we either fight or barely talk at all...it seems like i dont even care either...im not sure on what to do...all i know is his family is ripping him a… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    its been a while
    its been a whilebut im here againstill crying...always thinking of suicide...literally every single day...some days are better than others...some days i can distract myself from myself...others ...i cant....ive been writing alot more poetry lately...like i use to before i met him...before i met my bf...i thought he would make me happy...take me away from my insane family...but hes just brought me into his... which is even worse than mine, if thats even possible...i hide in the bedroom...all the time....afraid to speak my mind...afraid to nudge an inch...they keep wanting more and more money...what are we supposed to do...how do we get out if they keep taking the money my bf works so hard for… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    i hope u come to your senses
    as much as i hate my rapist of a stepdad...and my mom doesnt show me enough to as i would want...adn they moved to france...and while i love the usa...i would rather live with them than live with you...i live with my bfs family and god lord do they need help...his sister nici is like the plague...she always talks bad behind my back and i just wanted to be nice you know...u always think you are perfect and evrything revolves around u...but it doesnt....stop fighting and bitching all the time...leave us alone and we will do the same...… [more]
  • to my father, amad bajo...

    Posted on: September 26th, 2011 at 7:30PM

    a sense of cheer emotion I know nothing of... little girls in their little dresses sitting next to their daddy reminds me of your absence... Where are you? Do you ever think of me? Do you ever wonder what happened to that baby girl... that baby girl you so carelessly walked away from... have you replaced me? Found a new wife had new children that you taught to ride a bike held when they needed you...   Are you even aware of the damage you caused? Do you even care about the hole you left in my heart? the emptyness you taught me to show everyone who loves me...    There are times that I'd like to find you... i've tried so many times... but then I think why should I? I'm… [more]

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