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Male , 36-40
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Lancashire UK
Well after months away I'm back on E.P .. Hello everyone feel free to drop by and say Hi :)

once very happy Englishman living in the beautiful U.S.A ......Now an Englishman,forced to leave and back in the UK. TIME...to rebuild!!

Last Seen Oct 16, 2013
Member Since Mar 28, 2012
Favorite Quote If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with.
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I Have a Broken Heart

Reflection In A Window i bend my finger as i write your name on the window as i walk on by catch my reflection looking back at me wondering how i ended up this way i try to smile to myself... [more]
Englishgent1970 has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Married But Lonely

    Looking For Love hello, i am a married (but separated man) 40 years old .Who is currently a mess!! brokenhearted and  lost!my wife of 13 years is having an affair and now says she love s her new… [more]
  • I Like To Write Poetry

    The Day You Were Born I remember so well The day you were born Brought joy to my life On a cold winters morn Feeling so nervous,feeling afraid What will i do, what will i say? Co… [more]
  • I Hate My Dad

    I Used To Hate ..but Now I Have No Feelings At All! As a young child, my dad seemed quite normal, played football together, did stuff ,sledging ,snow balls etc. As i grew he changed, i realized my mother held the house together, she did all the w… [more]
  • I Can't Believe How Hard It Is To Meet A Great Guy

    Looking For Love...by A Lonely Nice Guy hello, i am a married (but separated man) 40 years old .Who is currently a mess!! brokenhearted and  lost!my wife of 13 years is having an affair and now says she love s her new… [more]
  • LOOKING FOR LOVE

    Posted on: March 29th, 2012 at 2:17PM

    hello, i am a married (but separated man) 40 years old . Who is currently a mess!! brokenhearted and  lost! my wife of 13 years is having an affair and now says she love s her new man more than me. Finding it very difficult to cope. The truth is i love with all my heart , and i just want someone in my life who will feel the same. For all of those years together i have been a worker , and a house husband.I look after the kids all girls 16 , 17 and 8 . 17 and 8 are blood mine and the 16 is mine by love and being her dad for 13 years. (her real dad has no contact). I am Dad and i love being Dad. I do all the shopping, all the cooking 90% of the housework, taking the dog out i pretty much run th… [more]

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  • ''trapped''

    Posted on: March 31st, 2012 at 9:36PM

    trapped' trapped away        in a wilderness worldno time for sorrow        no time to carethese things i write                i do becausedeep inside     i'm feeling so lost  words take control             what can i saynothing i can do           they won't go awayif to me you should speak           and i don't answer backi'm not being ignorant                 i'm just feeling trapped....… [more]

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