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I Am Getting a Divorce

I Just Wish It Was A Business Deal So my stbx is soooo difficult. Without writing a huge long story of all my hardships (and it would be a book!) I just feel like venting about how the separation is going. It's great! I left an... [more]
espressluv has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Need to Decide If I'll Stay In My Marriage

    Said It's Over, But He Won't Accept It So if you've read my other stories, you know I've been tossing around staying or leaving this marriage.  I made a decision, and finally laid it out in very plain terms with my husband.  He l… [more]
  • I Need to Decide If I'll Stay In My Marriage

    My Husband Is Clueless I'm very frustrated right now.  I have pretty much decided that this marriage is over, and I am simply taking time to explore how to end it the best way possible as well as my rights and responsi… [more]
  • I Am Unhappy In My Marriage

    What Would You Do? So things in my marriage are going pretty good.  There are many things I am thankful for, and they reassure me that moving back to try again was worth it.  Things really are going to better and we a… [more]
  • I Am Married But Lonely

    Are We Back To The Beginning Of The End? Over this last year it's been pretty up and down (and here and there) within my marriage.  In the fall we started counselling, but I left right before Christmas.  There were too many things that wer… [more]
  • Revenge Confessions

    Takes one to know one
    I wanna cheat on you. Just cause it would make it even. Maybe it would be fun. It would be exciting, happy, distracting. Just don't think I"m actually brave enough, or mean enough, or so stupid. But there are lots of times where I think it's what I want.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    back again?
    So he said he wanted to go out tonight - in a vague, maybe I"ll go to the mall, maybe I'll call Tony way, and I felt relief. Oh - that's nice. I'll have the evening to myself. This is how it all used to be. He goes out with his friends, drinks too much, is irresponsible, pretends he's 21 and not 36 with two kids. I stay at home, but am happy to not have the friction of him being here. Until he does it so much that I start to feel rejected or suspicious. Does that mean I have the same marriage that I left last year??? Is there no hope that we might actually be able to be married in any real different way?? Do I just give up hope? How does a person even know!… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Seeing the positive
    So I got the apartment and I moved out. When I told my husband, I just cried and cried. I left to go back to this place where I was so excited to go, and I felt lonely. I know that I may feel lonely for awhile, and that doesn't mean going back is necessarily the right thing, but I can acknowledge the loss of what 'could've been'. I went back to the house to discuss with my husband what will happen with the boys over the holidays (they are visiting their grandparents this weekend). We ended up spending an hour talking about what this all means and what we could do for our marriage. I don't know if I am being stupid and setting myself up for hurt and misery, but I told my husband that … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I am getting an apartment!
    I'm moving out! I'm leaving for good. Just cause you refuse to acknowledge what is going on doesn't mean it isn't happening. I'm lining everything up, planning, and hoping for the best!! I'll make a happy home for me and the boys. I know that we will still have lots to figure out, but I'm not staying here where you refuse to discuss anything and threaten and stomp and yell every time I try. So here's to getting that sweet little place and moving real soon!… [more]