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I Sometimes Feel Alone

Lonely: feeling of being alone. I thought i hate lenghty afternoons as you can read my past stories but now i chose to stay alone in our home. I want to be alone for a moment and do it right now... [more]
  • I Have a Secret Crush

    I Wish Our Fate Is To Meet Again me and my mom went to a hospital near in our school. this public hospital is so huge and really good. we went to Ophthalmology Building for my mom's eye check-up. i was looking around and while waitin… [more]
  • I Remember My First Crush

    As I Remember That Momments i was first year high school when i saw him in the front of our room. my cousin knows him and she introduce me to him. "etude this is Alex the cousin of our friend Aaron" that time i remember that i … [more]
  • I Want to Write a Book

    Is This Good? i'm planing to write a book that composed of shorts stories. i'm just wondering if will some one read my works if i post it here?… [more]
  • I Have a Secret Crush

    I Never Felt This Way Before! Too Embarrassing! <3 i want to buy burger at Mc Donalds but me and my classmate rather go to 7eleven a convenient store because i don't want to see my super secret crush there. so my classmate bought a rice meal and i bou… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    i never felt this way before! too embarrassing! <3
    i want to buy burger at Mc Donalds but me and my classmate rather go to 7eleven a convenient store because i don't want to see my super secret crush there. so my classmate bought a rice meal and i bought a hot-dog sandwich. but when i'm paying at the counter my crush came and i feel nervous. my heart was beating so fast. i dropped the ten pesos coins and my friend pick it and give it to me but i dropped it again then she gave me the coins again. another embarrassing movement i made when i gave gave 40pesos coins in the counter but my bill only was 29pesos. and i cant even talk straightly i know he's on my side. then my friend keep on asking question and i cant answer her, i feel so nervous i… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I Need To Stop My Self For Being Awkward :3 (Part 1)
    I don't know what are my standard for the word "crush" but I think I'm liking a boy(B) from our church who's 1yr younger that me and apparently his younger sister(A). Every saturday night we have youth service in our church. A seat beside me while his B is practicing with the band, his playing a guitar. So A and I had a little talk I knew that she like playing guitar, beatbox, and a little piano. after the band plays B seat beside his sister A, then A suddenly talk to his brother saying "Bro She(pointing to me) plays guitar too" WHAT ON EARTH SHE SAID THAT! I never told her that I play guitar tho i really can and B is just smiling at me. that's awkward I don't know what should I say. "Ahhh n… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I Need To Stop My Self For Being Awkward :3 (Part 2) Chloe Grace Moretetz :P
    It's suturday night again!!! I was with B(my crush) 's sister A. A, me and C(a friend) was talking about our look alike celebrity. LOL I know it's funny! A said "I look  like Haley Williams!" C was like "No hahaha" and I said " Do you knoe Chloe grace moretz?" they said " Yess we do. why" with confidence i said " It's me by the way!!! and my upcomming movie if I stay is getting sooner!" then they just laugh. What od earth call his brother and said "Bro you have a crush to Chloe Moretz right? Etude said she's Chloe!" The IT'S TOO AWKWARD!! he's just looking at me and smilling! I'm gunna melt, I wanna dig the floor and stay underground. i'm waiting for him to react! and there's nothing! he's j… [more]
  • Time to move on and 4get everything...........

    Posted on: February 27th, 2013 at 12:32PM

    i was crying because of my sad situation that i have shared in my blog. what should i do? this question i keep on asking in my mind, i feel depressed until i check my facebook account and i saw "Time to move on and 4get everything..........." a post of a friend in facebook. thank God it makes me feel better. :D… [more]

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  • Dear Nicholas McDonald

    Posted on: January 7th, 2014 at 10:20AM

    Dear Nicholas McDonald ""Nicky blue eyes" You may never know how much you change other's life when you join Xfactor. If ever you'll read this letter of mine, please let me know. :) I was searching on youtube and looking for spandau ballet's "True" and i found your video. I just watch it, download it but afer 2days being addicted by your video i delete it. Before i found you i made somethings that i should not do, but since then i watched you singing i forget those things and you just fill my mind. So I download more of your videos until i finally moved-on on those things that bothered me for many years. It looks impossible to meet you. So i just follow you on instagram. I wish i am the one h… [more]

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  • i became Heavier!

    Posted on: November 4th, 2012 at 1:08AM

    waah!!! i dont know what to do. 5kg was added to my weight last time. i really love foods and i cant take them out. today was Sunday in our country. i thought my sleeveless cut dress is good to me but when i look at the mirror i was shocked when i saw a living shawarma. yes, i look like shawarma. my dress is fitted. i wish i can control.  … [more]

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  • Etude's BlogStory #1: First Like"

    Posted on: November 13th, 2014 at 10:09AM

    -1-Because of what happened last few days ago and after I “unfollowed” him in Instagram and Twitter my typical exciting Sunday became too awkward. I know where he was sitting and I just can’t stop looking at him. Ugh I hate it... I can’t focus. OK I should stop flipping my head and acting like I’m just looking at the right back side again and again to look what time is it. Who’s gonna believe me. Lol I have watch on my wrist! If someone would ask me “Are you looking for someone?” I’m quite guilty. After the church service I went outside the church and see what, he’s actually there. Yes, at the front door and I think he’s waiting for his mom to come out. I’m on the second door and why am I hi… [more]

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