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I Feel Like I Can't Tell My Husband How I Feel Anymore

A Lifeless Marriage Posted 05/16/2013
There are so many things that get into my head which I could not control. Now, that me and my husband where totally at lost of communication. There is nothing I could do but let life flow on its own... [more]
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  • I Have a Broken Marriage

    Happy Yet Sad Ending Posted 8/22/2011
    I am married for about 5 months. My husband and I got married last March 19, 2011. It was a parental arrangement. Both our parents have decided for us to be together. As woman, I was very hesitant ent… [more]

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  • I Hate Being Alone

    I Hate Being Alone But I Am Doom To It. Posted 7/27/2011
    I have been alone for 24 years and i didn't know that there is a higher disadvantage of this kind of routine in one's daily life. I am asking myself wither this thing is inborn or not, however, i alwa… [more]

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  • I Am Married But Lonely

    I Am Totally Freaking Sad About Our Marriage! Posted 11/7/2011
    I am indeed always talking and talking about this marriage stuff. But I am really sad about things. Our relationship didn't grow. We got married who barely doesn't know each other. I feel this anxious… [more]

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  • I Am Sad and Lonely

    Sadness! Posted 10/21/2011
    Here I am , sitting again in our office! Listening to my boss's songs played at her pc. Its a classical song, and its just remind me of some emotions that I barely hold it. I wanna cry right now, but … [more]

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    Pure Love
    All I want is someone who will love me for who I am. Someone who will understand me, someone who will say "Everything is okay" when i am shaking. Someone who will love me purely. But this is just a living dream that will stay only in my dreams!… [more]

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  • Offtopic Confessions

    Giving up on life
    Yesterday morning, i am starting to feel down again, thinking of giving up on life. I've been trying things in order to change my life a little bit, but no matter what I do i always go back to square one. It is painful and boring, when you know you can't go anywhere, but to the place you where you are now. "Whats the point" as I said to myself, "there's no use for me to go beyond it because no matter what i do it is still the same." I was also then convince that people around me somehow talk something about me. One example of this, is when i go to one of my boss co-worker or should we say a friend to her office work. When I got there, her secretary was there smiling at me. I was also smiling… [more]

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  • Venting Confessions

    Did you really Love me?
    I really do question sometimes if you did really like me or love me. As i feel it, I didn't feel anything from you. Maybe, I'll just keep my self in silence and die slowly from thinking of you. … [more]

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    Insanity
    Maybe, they thought that I am crazy. Maybe they really are...I feel so alone. I dont want to reach out, cause I feel that I cant be cured...Im sick!!!!… [more]

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  • WHOLENESS

    Posted on: May 2nd, 2012 at 9:04AM

              In the solitary days within the darkness, there is something called stillness attached to it. Human being will always feel this way, but they will never ever feel the real sound of idleness. Some can encounter this experience one-fourth of their life. A person who was caught in this kind of living was somehow being handcuff by the so called helplessness, where you can’t feel anything but the mentioned letter. When you combine this stuff, it will create something that you can be so vulnerable the whole of your life, loneliness. Even the sign of yin yang will disintegrate due to the great impact of this emotion. It is a great thing to grow up in the light side of life, nevertheless t… [more]

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  • Television, is it for teaching or for deception?

    Posted on: August 9th, 2012 at 8:17PM

    I was reading an article in an Islamic website, which hit me into something that I usually do as a hobbit to kill most of my time, and still doing it! This is about watching television. For how many years, I have been so hooked up watching anime, and some other TV programs that could possibly entertain me. I love watching them because it gave me the feeling that I couldn’t experience in the real life. I am a loner type of a person. I prefer to just be with myself and settle with idleness and do nothing or something that my interest wanting me to do. However, I didn’t realize the effect of too much consumption of this action until I got myself to the point of being locked up in this so called… [more]

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  • Easy Money is Destructive, true or not???

    Posted on: August 8th, 2012 at 10:42PM

                 Here in our place, money become an issue for over a year now, until it spreads through out the other city about this easy money making, a ponzi scheme as they may call it. According to the people around, there is that certain man in our place who’s named is COCO who spares heading this certain business that you will profit in higher amount. Recently, he gave 100% gain interest from an investment at any amount after two months. For example, if you have a worth of 100,000 in your pocket, and luckily you, you will be part of those people who availed 100% gained by two months, your money will be doubled! To most of the people, this is something very overwhelming because it doubles y… [more]

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  • Forgive me!

    Posted on: January 19th, 2012 at 3:10AM

    Oh dear, this is the only place I could render my thoughts. For I could never show how longful I am for you. I may be acting, I maybe childish, and I may be selfish, but please forgive me, for I don’t know how love should be. I did have a crush on a certain guy, but that’s only it, nothing else. I keep away myself for him, for I know we could not be together. You came then into my life unknowingly, and now my heart is in twirling side of this feeling called love.   Forgive me my love, for I don’t know how to show it. Forgive me my dear, for being so uncaring. Forgive me my darling, for I am being useless. Forgive me my husband, for I am not the woman whom you imagined me to be. And forgive m… [more]

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